Mio
@mioaurellia
Мама дочки (10 лет)
Великобритания, Kingston
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23 years old. Gave birth to my daughter Melody Aurelia on 17/06/16, born sleeping at 23+ 4 weeks.
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- Only a week until I learn the truth behind Melody's death... I don't want to know but as her mother, I ought to know the truth. I've been running different scen…14.10.201611 комментариев4 лайка
- These past few nights, I've been getting lots of dreams, weird ones. The ones that woke me up scared, but there were some that disturbed me, and there was one w…24.09.20163 лайка
- I miss my daughter so much.. next month on the 21st October, 2 months after my birthday, I'll get to know what went wrong with her. I'm nervous, I'm scared. I d…13.09.20163 комментария1 лайк
- Dearest ladies, I'm here to write that I'll be leaving the UK with my partner to Bali. We're relocating, hoping for a better life there. I hope I still can use …12.09.20166 комментариев9 лайков
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- This post is not intended to attack anyone here but I'm here to rant.. my former schoolmates saw a video of midwives practicing Breech birth using a dummy, and …02.09.20167 комментариев1 лайк
- Hey mummies, for those who are anemic whilst pregnant, did you get just iron pills or did you get an option of an iron injection? my mum and dad are worried abo…27.08.20163 комментария
- And mummies, if you're living in Durham or nearby or wish to visit, go to the Market hall in the city centre, they have loads of new born and premature knitted …25.08.20162 лайка
- For those who live in Durham or up north I want to say I love it there... back in London it's roasting hot!!!! I don't know how all of you are doing with the he…25.08.20164 комментария2 лайка
- First pic I upload that's not so depressing; my boyfriend was so sweet after my arrival in Weardale Lodge, Killhope. He took me to places, spent time together l…24.08.20163 комментария13 лайков
- https://mom.life/en/blog/articles/healing-after-a-miscarriage-21-tips-24223.08.2016
- Sad is an understatement. today's my birthday and I'm not excited at all.21.08.20164 комментария1 лайк
- in 3 days it's my birthday. The first time I felt like I don't deserve anything; I don't deserve treats, presents or anything... I still feel I failed my family…18.08.20164 комментария1 лайк
- Melody's 2nd month ❤18.08.20161 комментарий9 лайков
- No one to talk to so I'm writing my feelings here instead. These past 3 days have been hell; have never been drunk so many times in a few days. I have to have a…23.07.20163 комментария1 лайк
- This is the keepsake box I made for her, contains every single thing she ever owned. next week I'll be able to get her ashes back and she'll be with me forever.…20.07.20161 комментарий8 лайков
- It's been tough since the day she left me. and today it's even harder because I have to finally say goodbye to my precious Melody. I never thought I'd bid farew…20.07.20162 комментария7 лайков
- Another picture of Melody which I took 1 week ago, I edited this as well; just brushed her face and adjusted her skin tone as her skin has darkened a little. I …16.07.20169 комментариев6 лайков
- I'll never get a chance to celebrate her birthday, so tomorrow I want to celebrate the 1st month after I gave birth to her, to commemorate her 1st month. It's a…16.07.20162 комментария9 лайков
- Gee... Some people can be plain sarcastic and unsupportive. If I knew answers to my own questions, I won't be asking for opinions or advice. I'm not that experi…14.07.20162 комментария1 лайк
- The coroner and bereavement officer at my hospital are so kind. They decided to give me an extension for Melody's stay at home. I get to spend weekend with her …14.07.20163 комментария8 лайков
- My baby girl is coming home tomorrow until Friday!! ❤ miss her so much... 😢11.07.20163 комментария5 лайков
- 😢😢😢 a week and a half until I say my final goodbye. so not ready for this...08.07.20162 комментария1 лайк
- Finally reunited with baby in Kingston. I'm elated she's back home. Went to see her; my little girl was dressed in knitted blue - green dress, hat and wrapped i…05.07.20161 комментарий4 лайка
- I have a question for you ladies. For those who've given birth, I read that your hormones can fluctuate, what kind of food do you eat? or any supplements to hel…03.07.20162 комментария
- Woa! I'm editing Melody's photos and realised that this new set of pictures I took, Melody seems "older" because she lost a bit of fluid (like when a person goe…03.07.20166 комментариев4 лайка
- It's been a while since I last did scrapbooking or crafting.. just ordered a big wooden keepsake box with clasp, glue gun, spray paint and other bits and pieces…02.07.20165 комментариев8 лайков
- Was listening to Smooth radio and Michael Jackson's song came up... the first few sentences already got to me, it hit me so hard. really reflects how I'm feelin…01.07.20161 комментарий5 лайков
- Went to see my darling Melody, and i just discovered another thing: she has long arms, legs, hands and feet! I was pretty sure she's going to be taller than me …30.06.20164 комментария1 лайк
- @lucyjade, you've enlightened me and you were right. She's my girl and I'm proud of her. even though she's 23+ weeks old but she was alive inside me. I'd just l…27.06.201636 комментариев17 лайков
- Been feeling rather calm and collected; the whole tragedy seems raw and fresh as though it happened yesterday but I've channelled the sadness into writing lette…27.06.201611 комментариев1 лайк
- Melody has gone for post mortem today, it'll take a few days, I know it doesn't sound very much interesting or exciting. But that means I'll get to see her on T…27.06.20169 комментариев5 лайков
- Hi Ladies. I know this will sound very silly.. but after what happened to Melody, I think it is time for me to finally start a will. I know I'm still very young…25.06.20164 комментария1 лайк
- Song for my Melody 24th June 2016 This compilation of song lyrics that I have personally picked is a message to my dear Melody, from the day I knew about her ex…25.06.20168 комментариев11 лайков
- Thank you all Ladies, lately it's been harder than I thought. Shed more tears than I expected. My heart is literally broken to very small pieces as fine as a ha…24.06.20167 комментариев6 лайков
- I've been thinking of compiling different song lyrics as a message to Melody on her funeral. I've chosen a few but if anyone wants to give a suggestion please d…24.06.20165 комментариев5 лайков
- Went to the viewing suite at the mortuary earlier. Melody was dressed up already when I arrived. Bless those people who were so kind to get her dressed up in su…24.06.201610 комментариев7 лайков
- Hi again Ladies, So sorry I can't reply to all of your comments or messages but I really appreciate them. I will be very busy with grief for the next, I don't k…23.06.201611 комментариев20 лайков
- Hi Ladies, sorry haven't been updating. I gave birth to my little one on last friday at 23:07 after 2 days of pain and contractions due to pressary. She was bor…23.06.201633 комментария7 лайков
- Hmm. .. bad day today. After being sent to DAU and nurse couldn't pick up heartbeat, she sent me for a scan and they found no heartbeat... now I'm in a room wai…16.06.201633 комментария
- Oh well, DAU nurse isn't happy with the heartbeat on the doppler... she's sending me for scan. Don't know why but I'm not feeling optimistic.16.06.20162 комментария1 лайк
- It's one of those days again ladies... my little one decides to hibernate for a couple of days again now. Before this she was kicking and flipping but for 3 day…15.06.20168 комментариев
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- Ladies, do any of you feel right pelvic pain that feels like shooting pain (on and off) during your 23 weeks? I'm having it for a couple of days and it's uncomf…14.06.20163 комментария1 лайк
- 23+3 weeks and I've been having shooting pains on my right lower abdomen (feels like it's shooting from pubic area). Anyone had this? I've researched it and it …14.06.20161 комментарий
- Had a short circuit for 3 hours earlier and that delayed my lunch... but we figured what was wrong and I continued with what I started! Chicken and red onion sa…13.06.20162 комментария8 лайков
- Indigestion, slight fever and backache... terrible day. And oh, why is it so warm today despite the rain? 😧12.06.2016
- Had grilled chicken and onion sandwich with homemade Thyme and poppy seed bread (cus I didn't have much appetite but for the sake of getting nutrition I had to …11.06.20162 комментария3 лайка
- The amount of blood when I wiped my bottom is terrifying. I'm not sure if you ladies have/had this... I'm getting very concerned. It hasn't been better since my…11.06.20167 комментариев
- Whilst waiting for this to finish I'm just sitting in front on the TV watching Law and Order SVU.10.06.20161 лайк