Only a week until I learn the truth behind Melody's death... I don't want to know but as her mother, I ought to know the truth. I've been running different scenarios in my head: what if her death was because of me? What if there's nothing wrong with her? The first one, I don't think I can ever forgive myself and I don't know how other people will react to that either, they'll either blame me or hate me.. 😢😢😢 #iloveyousweetheart