Only a week until I learn the truth behind Melody's death... I don't want to know but as her mother, I ought to know the truth. I've been running different scenarios in my head: what if her death was because of me? What if there's nothing wrong with her? The first one, I don't think I can ever forgive myself and I don't know how other people will react to that either, they'll either blame me or hate me.. 😢😢😢 #iloveyousweetheart
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Hope you've been ok been thinking about you x
@mioaurellia, I hope you're okay lovely.. been thinking of you. xx
@mummy07, I really don't know what to think even though I've told myself not to overthink things.. I won't hate myself but I can't be sure if I can live with myself if her post mortem results reveals that her death was partially my fault, since she was such healthy baby and there was nothing wrong with her during her anomaly scan and even the amniocentesis. and as her carrier for 23 weeks 4 days, I feel that somehow I'm at fault. god, I don't know how I can deal with the guilt. xx
Thank you ladies @gabilicious @duchess92 @mrsmowmow @lauren1996 it seems I get more positive support from you lot. there's been so much going on within the family and it's been putting so much pressure on me and my bf. xxx
Stay strong beaut!! Here if you need a chat!!@mioaurellia 💖💖
Stay strong! It's lovely to see another beautiful little soul called Melody! 💜. We are all here if you need a chat, but please don't ever blame yourself!! She's so precious and you will always have her with you! 👶🏻❤️ xxx
this has just broke my heart people around you should be supporting and loving you am sure they wot blame or hate you try to stay strong I know it's easy for me to say am sure all of us on here will be here to talk of you need it xx
no one will blame or hate you, it was something that couldn't be controlled 💔 you will have her forever in your heart xxx
It'll be ok Hun stay strong for your beautiful angel xx
How are you Hun???? Been too long xx