These past few nights, I've been getting lots of dreams, weird ones. The ones that woke me up scared, but there were some that disturbed me, and there was one which left me crying; I was actually crying in that dream and woke up to find myself crying too. That was last night, I dreamt I was in a maze race, and I got to a point where there was a soft toy section (God knows why) and I picked up one of them, it was a Minnie Mouse but dressed in my late daughter, Melody's funeral dress, mittens and knitted socks. I broke down and cried and I told myself it wasn't real, then I suddenly woke up by my own crying, that was then I realised I was actually crying in real life. I didn't get any much sleep after that... but! The night before, I also dreamt about something that until now, still stuck in my mind. I was in a haunted house of some sort, with my family and friends. The place looked like Harry Potter's Hogwarts (I know... 😂) then there was this bit where I stepped into a room, assuming I was going for an exam or something (like piano exam but it's not) and my parents waited outside that room...i remembered feeling scared when I walked into that room, but I realised I was looking at a familiar face (they said people in your dreams are people you've actually met in real life but you didn't take notice... 😒). He spoke to me (i haven't the foggiest what he said), I walked closer to him, and he took my right hand, and placed his other hand on my waist.. before I realised what was happening, we were actually dancing! Ballroom Dancing?! wait hold on, it's become Cha Cha... and it's slowed down again... Then it became waltz. that was when he placed his lips on mine and then on my cheek, he whispered something but I don't remember what, (Errr, I thought this was an exam, no? why the kiss? 😩😰) then I looked up at him and it finally hit me! Bloody hell, it's TOM HIDDLESTON! what have I done to deserve this... from being scared to being overjoyed... #weirddreams