Hi Ladies, sorry haven't been updating. I gave birth to my little one on last friday at 23:07 after 2 days of pain and contractions due to pressary. She was born asleep and I named her Melody Aurelia. Her name has such a significant meaning to me. I have been looking forward to giving birth to her but not like this. The excruciating pain was nothing compared to seeing her not in my arms. I'd like to thank all of you who have supported me all this while and I hope one day I'll get a chance to be a mum again to another child, to Melody ' s siblings. I'm proud to be her mother, and I will always be her mother, no matter what people say (that my child is stillborn or born sleeping etc) and that I never get to care for her like other mums do. Melody is transported for a post mortem and I will visit her tomorrow to give her a bath and dress her up. This is the biggest blow in my life and I'd like to have a chance to care for her like a normal mother. I miss her so much and every little thing she and I used to do together when I was pregnant with her.
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so so so sorry for your loss this is just heart breaking.. i cant imagine what your going through. . big hugs.. Xxxxx
I am so sorry for you and your partners loss I wish there was words to make you fell even the slightest bit better all us women on here will be thinking off you so many hugs and kisses to you in this awful time you are and always will be a mummy xxxxxx
so sorry for your loss, your post bought a lump to my throat, I can't imagine what you are going through, sending love and hugs to you and your family xx
😢. I'm so sorry to hear this. No mother should have to experience what you have. I'm sure baby melody was beautiful and she will always be your angel. May her would rest in piece. Thoughts are with you and your family right now xx
Your post has made me cry, my thoughts are with you and melodys daddy at this sad time. I'm so so sorry for your loss xxx
Thinking of you and your family Hun, Sending lots of love xx
Words cannot describe how sorry I am for your loss. I cant imagine at all what you are going through. You will be in my prayers x
@ashleigh91, yes it can be.. can't believe I would lose her at 23+4 weeks.. After what both me and Melody have been through. Thank you hun.. xx
so so sorry for your loss, thinkin of you.. life can be so cruel 😔 xxx
@raych, I'm so sorry for your loss hun. I think I know how she must be feeling right now. It is so difficult no words can describe it. Take care hun and thank you. xx
I'm so sorry for you loss @mioaurellia you are so very brave. Thoughts are with you and your family at this difficult time xx
@mioaurellia, 12 weeks ago my sister had a stillborn son, and as an auntie I suffered immense. for an auntie it was hard so God only knows how you are feeling. you will always be a mummy to your beautiful daughter xxx
@raych, thank you hun. I used to cry over this kind of story when it happens to other women but now I'm the one who's experienced it and the pain is 10x more than childbirth. I'm glad I chose to have a vagina birth and I'm proud to have done that and gave birth to her. x
@noobii, I know she is somewhere watching over me.. sometimes I thought about her and speak to her just like I would speak to her when she was inside me. I'm trying to be strong, or I may appear to be on the outside but I know inside my heart is becoming paper thin. x
@mrsmowmow, I've been in tears for a week now. Every morning I think about her, how she would kick me first thing in the morning to wake me up. At night I'm afraid to go to sleep knowing she's no longer with me. I don't wish anyone to go through what I'm going through. It's so heartbreaking beyond words. I'm holding myself on a very thin line here, I don't know until when I can keep this up. It's like the biggest part of me has vanished together with Melody. I'm barely human so to speak. x
So sorry for your lost. Like you said, you will always be her mother, and you now have an angel baby in the sky watching over you and your loved ones. I am in awe of your strength and i wish you all the best for the future. Just remember - it's ok to fall apart, you dont need to be too strong xxx
Sending you all my love and strength, she was too perfect for this world X X X
I am soo sorry to hear that!! Stay strong 🙏 and u would of been a great mother ❤ and god definitely will give u another chance. But I am so sorry for ur lost 😢💋 xxx
aww bless u hun. so incredibly sad. what a amazing strong woman u are. xx
you are so strong! I am so sorry, I can't stop crying. life is very cruel sometimes. I will be thinking of you amd your family. take care xxx
My thoughts are with you hunnie, she will be very proud of you xx
Thinking of you and your family ❤️
Thinking of you and your family hun. Sending love to you all 💕💕💕 xxx
Thinking of you your one brave strong women sending my love and hugs your way 💖💖💖
My thoughts are with you! Sending huge hugs!!! 💕💕💕💕
Your so brave sweetie, my thoughts are with you and your child! Sending big hugs💖💖💖
This has just broke my heart! So sorry for your loss, you are truly are strong a brave women an she is definitely looking down on you feeling so proud of her mummy 💖