Went to see my darling Melody, and i just discovered another thing: she has long arms, legs, hands and feet! I was pretty sure she's going to be taller than me if she had a chance to grow up.. we also had her dad read to her; the book I bought for her a few days ago and it's titled Guess how Much I LOVE You. It's about a Big hare and Little Hare debating how much they love each other and measuring how big their love for each other. I couldn't read it, not because I'm illiterate but because I couldn't bring myself to read it as I know it's going to make me cry so hard. And when my bf read the last passage, he wept and I did too. Perhaps he knew then why I asked him to read to Melody in the first place. Anyway, she's had her post mortem and is due back to Kingston where I am at. I can't wait to see her again. I want to keep seeing her before I have to say the final goodbye which I'm sure is going to break me even more.
So sorry for all the pain you're going through, much love to you and your family xx