It's been tough since the day she left me. and today it's even harder because I have to finally say goodbye to my precious Melody. I never thought I'd bid farewell to my first born, it seems so unnatural that the fact the older one has to send off the younger one. It seems wrong. I feel so angry that life took her away from me. Last night I made this tribute of flowers for her, knowing that I want her to have the best of everything and the funeral went well.