Thank you all Ladies, lately it's been harder than I thought. Shed more tears than I expected. My heart is literally broken to very small pieces as fine as a handful of sand. I feel so lost at the moment that I'm barely human. I'm totally not functioning and the only place to speak my mind is here. Maybe because I spent some time with this app that I feel comfortable enough to share my feelings... and since I know myself very well, I know as the days go by, it'll be harder for me to shake off this grief. I lost someone that I was so connected to for the past 6 months, my bf wasn't really there during the time of my pregnancy and the only one I talked to, embraced, caressed and confided in was Melody. It sounds silly but she helped me stay strong during the times I was down. I've finished the little compilation of lyrics, and hopefully I can share it with you all, if you are interested. xx