in 3 days it's my birthday. The first time I felt like I don't deserve anything; I don't deserve treats, presents or anything... I still feel I failed my family, my boyfriend, my boyfriend's mum, myself and most of all Melody. It's been rough since my family came here to visit me and I broke the news to them and they were devastated about Melody's death. As much as they wanted the child to live, they understood what I'm going through.
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It's so sad that you feel that way :( of course you deserve nice things! You didn't fail anyone... Your daughter dying was such an awful thing but it wasn't your fault!
Awe hun..please dont think like that! Of course you deserve things! You arent a failure at all...you are the strongest person I've known! Dont let anyone tell you otherwise! Take everyday as it comes hun....don't rush the healing...dont bottle anything inside either as thats self destructive! Anything you feel or want to say please feel free to share with us! I'm always around for a chat so feel free to PM me if you like hun! Xxx
You deserved everything! You are so strong. I am so sad for you. Hope the time will heal.