Went to the viewing suite at the mortuary earlier. Melody was dressed up already when I arrived. Bless those people who were so kind to get her dressed up in such pretty clothes. I got to hold her and kiss her, wiped her with baby wipes and told her things that I have been longing to tell her. The sight of my daughter in my arms made me feel so weak and all I could feel was just grief and regret. Next week she will be having post mortem and after that I'll get to spend time with her again. I'm excited to see her but very sad at the same time. I love you, Melody...