Went to the viewing suite at the mortuary earlier. Melody was dressed up already when I arrived. Bless those people who were so kind to get her dressed up in such pretty clothes. I got to hold her and kiss her, wiped her with baby wipes and told her things that I have been longing to tell her. The sight of my daughter in my arms made me feel so weak and all I could feel was just grief and regret. Next week she will be having post mortem and after that I'll get to spend time with her again. I'm excited to see her but very sad at the same time. I love you, Melody...
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I'm very sorry Zoe. I know how you feel, truly, and I think "broken" is understatement. but it's easier to define it as broken because we have no words to describe how we truly are. I'm here for you if you need me, I know not everyone will understand how we feel, but as someone who's been through this and still going through the hell every single second of the day, I know it's going to be hard to walk this alone hun... xx
I can't believe I commented only 2 days ago and now I'm experiencing this myself. I'm broken.
💕💕 You are so strong hun...it may take some time to heal...but remember all the happy times you had with her. My grandma said before she passed away...she said she wanted us to remember all the happy times we had and to celebrate the life she had. She will always be with you in memories hun xxx
Thank you @zoeleigh , I hope it will ease like you said. But I don't know if it will ease in my case. xx
Cannot stop crying while reading this. I'm so sorry sweetheart, I've been through it and the pain will never go away but in time it will ease. Thinking of you right now. ❤
I can't believe how cruel life can be sometimes and these devastating things always happen to such good people! I'm so sorry for what's happened huni will be thinking of you send big hugs 😚
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