Been feeling rather calm and collected; the whole tragedy seems raw and fresh as though it happened yesterday but I've channelled the sadness into writing letters and songs to Melody, as well as editing some pictures I took of her so I can use it for the funeral. To me, she looks so peaceful and beautiful, with the signature big nose of my family, she looks like me but overall like her dad... so proud of my Melody. *if anyone wants to see her picture (I know some wouldn't want to, she's tiny but she's not scary looking and she's fully clothes as well), just let me know and I'll be honored to share her picture with you.*
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you should be proud to share pictures of your little lady! feel free to share away xxxx
@mioaurellia, she is a little princess!! Princess Melody!! 💖💖 and she is beautiful in every single way!!💖💖💕💕💕
@lauren1996, a small cheeky monkey princess with a big nose like her mum? xx I made fun of her nose when I saw her the other day. How much it looks like mine. like a splitting image of my nose 😛
You make my eyes tear up again..@lucyjade, After having managed to not cry for a few hours since the midwife's visit. Your words are so touching and I'm moved by it. Fairly speaking, I did clean up the pictures, as her skin was still wrinkly so I had to edit it so she'll look her best on her funeral. Everytime I look at that picture all I feel is peace. She's not scary looking I promise. xx
I bet she is the most precious and gorgeous little girl!! A little princess!! @mioaurellia xxxx
@mioaurellia, please don't ever be worried about sharing pictures of your beautiful girl. She was your baby. Everyone shares photos of their babies, you should too. Nobody would ever say anything bad about photographs of her. You are so proud of her, and such a loving mother everyone can see that. And just think, now you have your very own guardian angel watching over you and keeping you from harm. She was too good for this world, a bigger force needed her somewhere more important. Just remember that you will always be her mother, and you were the only piece of this world she ever knew, and that is enough to make anyone feel proud and special for a lifetime. Stay strong beautiful lady. When your time comes again your little Melody will keep her watchful eye over you all & make sure you're all safe from harm xxx
feel free to share a photo of your angel, I bet she is beautiful xx
@mioaurellia, Indeed I agree with @barnold ..I dont really get time to post anymore but occasionally read ppls comments. u r an 'inspiration' n a true lady .. n u radiate such gracefulness n strength at such a difficult time. I dont lik pushing my belief in God on others. .but Id lik to share dat i truely believe darling sweet n beautiful Melody is in abundant bliss n peace n d good lord is looking after her. I believe God only test those that He loves n He doesn't burden a soul with more than it can bare. .u r a strong person n I hope God continues to give u patience n peace. my prayers thoughts n love to u sweety. hugs for u xxx
Thank you @barnold that's very kind of you to say nice things to me. I'm just trying to be all sad about it. I really want Melody to be happy even though she's no longer with me. But it's going to be a roller coaster ride this one, and I'm trying to hold my head up to be a good example to my late daughter. xx
@mioaurellia, i cant even begin to imagine what your going through and i know no words can make you feel any better but you truly are an inspiration to all and ur daughter will be looking down on you feeling proud of her mummy.. my heart goes out to you and all those around you that have been affected xxxx
@mioaurellia, I'm sorry I made you tear up but I spoke straight from my heart. You didn't even have to clean up the pictures, there's nothing scary about any photo of any baby. She's your angel, and she is beautiful in every single way. She will be proud to call you her mummy xzz