Been feeling rather calm and collected; the whole tragedy seems raw and fresh as though it happened yesterday but I've channelled the sadness into writing letters and songs to Melody, as well as editing some pictures I took of her so I can use it for the funeral. To me, she looks so peaceful and beautiful, with the signature big nose of my family, she looks like me but overall like her dad... so proud of my Melody. *if anyone wants to see her picture (I know some wouldn't want to, she's tiny but she's not scary looking and she's fully clothes as well), just let me know and I'll be honored to share her picture with you.*