Mel
@xmellybeanx
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- Mommy of an Angel Due Date: 11/15/16 Born 11/21/16 Angel 11/23/16👼 Caroline Nova Staggs❤ 20 years old. Bubs 05/09/15💋 Attending college✌ Truly a Michigander❤ Bu…08.08.2016
- Hello Everyone, I haven't been on in forever. I was just going to post this link to a Facebook page I started in honor if my daughter. We collect toys during Oc…09.08.20181 лайк
- I thought I'd be able to stay on here, but I will be leaving and coming back when I'm expecting again. WAY too many moms bitching about their kids, and the lack…24.09.20173 комментария1 лайк
- Well got my period today. After, 52 days inbetween (most ever 39), 16 days late and what I and many others deemed as a positive pregnancy test. Would love to kn…07.09.20173 комментария
- Am I insane or do my bf and I see a extremely faint line there?05.09.20176 комментариев8 лайков
- Wishing I could just get pregnant. I don't understand why it's so hard. I thought you are more likely to get pregnant right after having a baby:/ I feel ready. …11.07.20172 комментария1 лайк
- I know I've posted a lot recently. I'm just extremely confused. So I was supposed to get my period last week. Today was day 8 of not having it. Ive taken 3 at h…11.06.2017
- What product works best for figuring out when you are the most fertile to try and have a baby? I've tried these past months and nothing. It hurts a lot to try a…10.05.20174 комментария
- Well here I go. Today marks the first day that we stopped using protection. Now to just let fate take its course. I really want a second child with everything i…11.03.201714 лайков
- Caroline would have been 3 months on the 21st. My birthday was the 20th. Never have I ever hated my birthday. I planned the day out including her. I planned so …28.02.20177 лайков
- I swear all I do is sit and drive my bf home after he gets to drink and smoke. While he gets to not give af about the world, I have to listen to it. Lucky him:/12.02.20173 комментария
- Both my friends had their babies. I am happy for them. I just am hurting because they are able to be moms and watch their baby grow. Where I am stuck crying eve…29.01.20174 комментария4 лайка
- So I got an e-mail today two hook up Caroline's records to my account. This is 2 months later that I'm able to see them. So I went and looked through all of the…26.01.20172 комментария2 лайка
- There are too many commercials that are about babies for me to handle. Every time I turn the TV on, there's a Huggies one. Then I break down and it hurts. I mis…25.01.20172 комментария5 лайков
- Caroline would have been 2 months today. I just had a break down and it's 3:25 am. I miss her so freaking much. I seriously don't understand why she isn't here.…21.01.20174 комментария5 лайков
- I hate spending nights in the hospital, especially when everyone has to work so I ems up being by myself:/ Just wishing Caroline was here. But I sometimes forge…12.01.20174 лайка
- Getting my gull bladder removed. I guess it is common after pregnancy. But all these doctors keep asking me about my baby. I'm so over it, because I'm at the sa…12.01.20172 лайка
- Sometimes I wonder why I'm still in my relationship. He doesn't ever talk to me about anything. But talks to his family. He didn't tell me that he wants to wait…10.01.20174 лайка
- Talked to my bf about our future. He told me he doesn't want to have another baby for a while and can't handle me again if I got pregnant. I had no idea that is…08.01.20178 комментариев5 лайков
- Tired of seeing girls who are pregnant posting pictures or videos of them drinking alcohol or smoking weed. I'm in the angry part of grieving and just don't und…08.01.201710 комментариев4 лайка
- I went for a check up on my incision of my c-section. He told me things looked great and that he wanted me back in 4 months to do an annual. Well he then asked …04.01.20173 комментария8 лайков
- Well, here we are. About to go into this new year. I really hope everyone has a safe and blessed New Years Eve. Hopefully, 2017 will bring me peace and joy. Car…31.12.20168 лайков
- Caroline's room is completely taken down now. It hurts so much and feels so unreal. I wake up feeling like I'm pregnant with her and freak out. I just am tired …31.12.20165 комментариев7 лайков
- Most of Caroline's things are put away. The last thing is to take the crib apart. I honestly can't do it. I literally feel disgusted. How come I get such shit i…29.12.20161 комментарий1 лайк
- Well I started cleaning up Caroline's bedroom today. I have a friend coming to stay with us for a while. It honestly was the second hardest thing to do since sh…29.12.20161 комментарий3 лайка
- Well today Caroline would've been one month old. But she gets to celebrate that wherever she's at❤ I miss you so much my sweet angel. You will forever be my swe…21.12.20163 комментария8 лайков
- Goodness. Trying to contact a lawyer is the hardest thing to do I guess. But I'm feeling good about this. If I can just get answers and reasons for what happene…19.12.20164 комментария3 лайка
- I never know what my bf thinks. I talked to him last night about our future together and what my plans are and he didn't say anything. Granted I cried because I…19.12.20162 комментария2 лайка
- Just saying I love you Caroline❤ You are almost 1 month old. Time sure does go by quickly even if it doesn't feel like it.17.12.20165 лайков
- I am pretty sure I am developing PTSD. I can't go one night without thinking back to the laboring room and all I do is feel all the pain that I felt. Then I kee…16.12.20164 комментария1 лайк
- Getting a tattoo today for Caroline❤ What to get tho? I was going to do like a half sleeve but my mom said "we are doing them tomorrow." So I'll wait on that no…15.12.20162 комментария4 лайка
- So because of Caroline and how she was a surprise and such a wonderful gift. I don't want to start up on birth control after my final checkup. If she was suppos…14.12.201612 комментариев3 лайка
- Come the next time around, I will start my appointments early, research the obs, go to a different hospital for sure, and tell my family sooner rather than last…13.12.20166 комментариев
- Happy 3 weeks Caroline❤ I hope you are playing with other Angel babies.12.12.20161 комментарий9 лайков
- Yesterday was Caroline's service❤ It was amazing how many people came out. So many toys as well for the Toys for Tots. I'm so happy that her name will not be fo…11.12.20161 комментарий7 лайков
- Every time I close my eyes I either picture the moment where I had no idea what was going on and I was about to have a c section. Or I end up replaying the mome…07.12.20163 комментария4 лайка
- Happy 2 weeks Caroline❤ Mommy misses you. I hope you are somewhere wonderful:)05.12.20164 лайка
- Does anyone know how an alcohol test can show up positive if I am 100% sure I never drank and I'm under age? Just got told all this stuff today and I'm beyond u…02.12.20168 комментариев1 лайк
- My little girls service is next Saturday❤ We will be donating toys to Toys For Tots. Instead of flowers I wanted to do something in her name. I will make sure s…02.12.20163 лайка
- Happy one week baby girl. I love you Caroline Nova❤ Wherever you are, I hope you know I will forever love you. You are what made me a mommy. You are what made m…28.11.20168 комментариев7 лайков
- So my bf went back to our apartment to grab stuff since we are staying with my parents until we can heal and figure out what we want to do. When he got back, I …25.11.20164 комментария2 лайка
- Happy Thanksgiving Caroline❤ I hope you are looking down on everyone and watching over them. I love you so much. Miss you👼 Hope everyone has had a blessed day. …24.11.20162 комментария5 лайков
- Hard days lie ahead for me. Just missing my little girl. Being in the hospital is great for recovering but hearing babies cry hurts my heart. Thinking about you…24.11.20161 комментарий4 лайка
- Heaven gained a beautiful angel today❤ RIP Caroline. Momma loves you and is proud that you don't have to suffer anymore❤23.11.20167 комментариев13 лайков
- Had an emergency C-Section yesterday. My little girl is not doing well and looks like she might not make it:/22.11.201614 комментариев2 лайка
- TMI but I need HELP So I'm pretty sure last night I had my mucus plug fall out. Then as I'm trying to go to the bathroom, I just wiped and more mucus came out. …21.11.201612 комментариев2 лайка
- No early induction. Still have to wait until the 22nd:/ Already like me, stubborn. Lol.18.11.20161 лайк
- At my last appointment which was Monday (39 weeks, 6 days), my OB told me to come back this Friday to check my fluid levels. My question is exactly how do they …17.11.20162 комментария3 лайка
- I hate the new song "Caroline". My Caroline is definitely not named for that song and now that's all people will ask. Ugh. She will be my Sweet Caroline when sh…17.11.20162 лайка
- Alright Caroline. Any day now. I don't care when or for how long, but any day would be great!16.11.20162 комментария1 лайк
- Does getting induced hurt or is it more pain than natural?14.11.20161 комментарий1 лайк