I am pretty sure I am developing PTSD. I can't go one night without thinking back to the laboring room and all I do is feel all the pain that I felt. Then I keep reliving the night Caroline passed. I really don't know how to do this. I just want to have her and hold her like I was supposed to. I have this instinct that I need to take care of her but she isn't there. I just want my baby here:/
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I'm so sorry. Are you in therapy? My friend who lost her little girl at 2 months joined an online infant loss support group and it helped her a lot to talk to and interact with other people who had experienced infant loss. 💔
I hope you can go talk to someone it might help or maybe there's a support group in your area . So sorry for your loss. I hope you can find peace eventually . You will have another baby someday and a part of Caroline will be in this child . You will see her again. This was not a final goodbye although you may feel like it is . My Prayers are with you and your family .
I joined a page for grieving moms. But I just don't think anything will help because nobody experienced exactly what I did. Idk. I guess it's nice if it's similar but it still doesn't feel like people get me.