Talked to my bf about our future. He told me he doesn't want to have another baby for a while and can't handle me again if I got pregnant. I had no idea that is how he felt and I didn't know I was that much when pregnant. I want to be able to have another baby as soon as I can because I feel like it'll help me be stable again after losing Caroline. But he clearly doesn't want that. I found her ultrasound pictures today and broke down. Just looking at them and realizing she really isn't here hurts and knowing he doesn't want kids anytime soon, pains me.
@beebaby Yea. I'm planning on it. Because I have read that sometimes it helps to have another baby sooner rather than later. or vise versa. And knowing myself, I feel like it'd be better sooner. I just don't want to rush him or make him do this all again if he doesn't want to. Thank you tho❤
@beebaby That's what I thought. I get there should be time. I have to wait 4 months at least before I could even get pregnant again, doctor's orders. But for him to say he doesn't want to deal with me pregnant again, makes me think he might not ever want to.
@syrianqueen22 I don't know what to do. I can't wait that long. I feel like it'll end up making me worse.
@beebaby Thank you so very much!