So it would seem I jinxed myself..... last night I had a "nose bleed"in my lungs. Which means I was coughing up blood for a good 20 minutes. Needless to say that freaked me the fuck out. It's never lasted that long or much or been that fresh. So I've kicked my ass in to overdrive to get the things together for the kids. Their birthday cards are done. But I honestly been putting off the videos because it been to hard for me to think of everything I'll miss. So it's time for me to stop being selfi...

Hi ladies! I have some alone time tonight so I figured I'd drop by just say hello and give an update. Nothing too much to report other than having to stay on top of my pain meds.i've just been spending a lot of time with the kiddos when they're home and sleeping A lot while they're at school. Little Miss seems to be doing OK with everything she knows mom is tired a lot more but that's all she really notices at this point. I'm waiting for a book to come in that helps me explain cancer to her and ...

Hey sorry it's been a while. But we've had a busy couple weeks. I'm doing okay. Just trying to spend as much time with the kids as I can. Dds birthday was last Wednesday. We got to go to the Science Museum. It was a blast I hadn't been since I was pregnant with her. She loved it and it's her new favorite place! I can't believe I have a 4 year old she started pre k last week as well. Thursday we start tumbling classes. I can't believe how grown up she's becoming. Ds is learning new words everyda...

Double posting but the DH situation is kind of long… I told myself I would never post about this but things change. As most of you know DH adopted my daughter that's The only daddy she's ever known. And we have ds. Well he has an older son. 12 years old to be exact. So this happened way before I was in a picture. Decisions were made way before I came along. So it was never my place to say anything about how it was handled. Dh has never been able to see him. His ex made it clear she didn't want ...

Hi mamas! I was just bored so I figured I would update. Nothing too exciting healthwise. Just starting to get worn out faster and you know the usual coughing up blood eww! 😬nothing too bad in all honesty.I was able to go with my babies and my brother to the zoo on Saturday. It was so much fun. I haven't been to the zoo with my nephew since he was dd's age and he 18 in September. So I made them take all the embarrassing pictures with his aunt. If looks could kill 🤣🤣🤣 I really love that little wei...

Good morning ladies! I figured I would come say hello and give an update. Well I finally got a backup / replacement chair yesterday. Because like I thought insurance will not fix my chair because I'm hospice. To fix it out of pocket would be two grand. So at least they gave me this one they use I guess. It's a learning curve as always with a different chair. So haven't really got to do anything to fun with the kids other than watch movies and veg out. But health-wise I'm doing okay. My anxiety a...

Just some proofs from family photos we did last week! I just could not wait to share! Sorry for the double posting if seen on Facebook but love these

So I maybe a lil buzzed already & not even there yet. Opps

Hey all!!!! Sorry I haven't updated here like I did Facebook but I'll do that now. Health-wise I'm doing okay. The only changes I'm noticing are my energy gets wiped out super easy and my arms and legs tend to stay some shade of purple. But apparently that's to be expected. The week before last my electric wheelchair decided to fall off the back of the car going down the road. So that's pretty much made me bed bound until it gets fixed. Lord knows when that will be. This company likes to drag th...

I'm heartbroken and sick to my stomach… My niece (actually my ex's niece but I still claim her)reached out to me last night. She wanted to make sure that Dds adoption went through because she wanted to let me know I did the right thing. I asked what she was talking about and she told me that when she was about 12 her uncle ( dds bio) exposed himself to her while she was at our house. She said nothing else happened but he was trying to convince her it was OK. I am so sad that she didn't feel com...