Good morning ladies! I figured I would come say hello and give an update. Well I finally got a backup / replacement chair yesterday. Because like I thought insurance will not fix my chair because I'm hospice. To fix it out of pocket would be two grand. So at least they gave me this one they use I guess. It's a learning curve as always with a different chair. So haven't really got to do anything to fun with the kids other than watch movies and veg out. But health-wise I'm doing okay. My anxiety attacks are becoming more frequent. But other than that I'm doing good. DD is especially excited that Mommy can get out of bed again. So hopefully this weekend we can go to the pool or the park. We have my niece's birthday party Saturday so that should be fun. DS is doing great. I swear he's learning new words everyday. And it feels like he saves them just for me to hear first. I know that's probably not it most likely the only one that understands him. But I like think he saved them for Mommy! I am doing their birthday cards. I'm up to 12 years old and 8. But I'm running into a problem. I kind of feel like I don't know what to say. Because I won't know what their personalities are going to be like so I feel like I'm just repeating to myself. And I don't want them to think it's corny so I just don't want to be on repeat. But me and it's hard. I really decided I need to buckle down fight through the tears and get all their stuff done. I'm so far so good. Now I just need to find a way why don't sound so lame. LOL open to suggestions