Hi ladies! I have some alone time tonight so I figured I'd drop by just say hello and give an update. Nothing too much to report other than having to stay on top of my pain meds.i've just been spending a lot of time with the kiddos when they're home and sleeping A lot while they're at school. Little Miss seems to be doing OK with everything she knows mom is tired a lot more but that's all she really notices at this point. I'm waiting for a book to come in that helps me explain cancer to her and her brother when he's bigger. My baby boy he's doing great! Still refuses to walk but boy is he talking up a storm and climbing on everything. He's really bonded with me more over the last couple months. Which honestly is good and sad at the same time. So healthwise they can't really give me any information you know they don't have a Crystal ball. So it's kind of like just holding your breath until the other shoe drops. Because my nurses says when I start to go downhill it will be fast. But this week we're good.🤞🏻of course reading anything Dr. Seuss related for bedtime now leaves me out of breath but hey anything for the kids. I did get to go put their Christmasinto layaway yesterday it's honestly hard trying to get the kids presents when it's probably going to be your last one with them. Nothing honestly felt good enough but the realistic part of me knows they will love it! At least if I pass before Christmas they will still have presents from their mama under the tree! So we're just doing as much as we can while we can. The kids have no idea why they just enjoy it!thank you ladies for always being there for me. I can't believe all this started a little over a year ago. y'all have always helped me through so much my safe space to vent and just help me get all this negative shit out and feel so much better. Thank you so much for that