Breaking the silence about infant loss and remembering my precious baby 💜Luna Isabella💜 today.

Last minute prep before induction on Tuesday. Can't believe she will be here this week. 😱 Still freaking out ... I feel so unprepared. 😑 I know everything will be alright... but I need to be reminded.

What's the average newborn weight? What is consider a big baby? I'm 38 weeks and baby is weighing around 8 pounds... is that big? 🤔

My last ultrasound and OB appointment was today. Induction has been scheduled for next week. I can't believe I'll be meeting my little girl next Wednesday. She's about 8lbs. I can't say I'm totally ready... I'm truly a nervous wreck. Only 6 more days. 🤗 Not planning on telling anyone until her original due date Oct. 22

37 weeks pregnant and I have lost tolerance and patience for everyone around me. I'm just annoyed at everything. 😑 is this normal? I dont feel like myself...

Watching YouTube videos on hospital bags, nursery tours and baby essentials... 🙄 CRINGY. When did birth became something luxurious? What has social media done to society, really? So much useless, wrong and bias information thrown out there, ugh! Everyone trying to be an influencer/creator or whatever, that media platforms are not being use properly.

I'll go back to my books!

What are some of YOUR recommendations or things to do before baby's arrival?!? 🤗

Pregnancy Dream: Apparently I was dating a football player (where was my husband?) and he tried to commit suicide. I was in his house with family and famous friends, Kevin Hart was picking me up trying to toss me to the air. 🤨 (WTF) The football player's sister needed to pick up some food for the guests and requested my company. I ended up abandoning her to try the new Dunkin Donuts flavor donut. I waited in line for hours and I grabbed the last 2. End of dream. (Again, WTF?)

Freaking out! Just realized baby girl's due date is exactly a month away 😨 #imnotready #rainbowbaby

Possibly a long rant

This is an update on a previous post. To get you up to speed, my husband "planned" a surprise sprinkle to celebrate our rainbow baby. I was furious when I found out because I have PTSD from losing our first daughter at 38 weeks, and we talked about not doing anything this time around. We had a big baby shower with our first, and this is a major trigger. Weeks pass by, we talked it out and the idea started growing on me. At the end his intention was good and I do feel this b...