Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

Before u become pregnant think of this

Do I want to be uncomfortable as hell for 40-42 weeks?

Do I want to be in horrible pain for up to 14-16 hours even longer

Can I handle pushing a big ass head through my vagina

Can I handle this with no pain meds(sometimes u can't make it in time)

Do I want to go to the hospital 10x before I'm actually in labor.

Because inducing your labor at 32-37 weeks for your own selfish needs or getting a csection to do it the "easy" way is just plain selfish and FYI a...

OK MOMMIES! ITS TIME! The doctor called and said I have preeclampsia so I got rushed to labor&delivery; at 7pm. I have a tube in me that'll be here all night and in the morning they will use pitocin! Hopefully I deliver by tomorrow. PlZ pray for me!!! 1st baby so I'm super nervous and don't know what to expect! Here it goes!...

Got to the hospital at 4 am to start my pitocin, well.. I was put on the drip at 430 am , and was 4cm dilated and 80 percent effaced, an hour later. The nurse came in to check me, hours later, and I was at 6 cm. I got the epidural at 6cm.. But it didn't work for me, no more than 20 minutes later, I couldn't take the pain, I was screaming and crying.. And felt everything.. most terrible pain ever, I called for my nurse to come in and she checked me again, said I was ready to deliver, babys head ...

Please pray and send positive vibes

Trigger. Please ladies, if you pray - please please pray that God's unwavering strength and peace just covers my husband and I over the next 24 hours. If you don't pray, keep us in your thoughts. I'm one hour from being induced to deliver my stillborn son. I'm not dreading the pain of labor and delivery. I'm dreading the emotional pain afterwards, once he's here. I don't know how I'm going to do this but I know we as mothers are strong. I'll do what I have t...