Was diagnosed with postpartum depression today. Had my daughter 13 days ago.
I heard stories of woman with postpartum being frustrated with their babies all the time. Or angry. But I don't feel an ounce of anger towards her. I just don't feel connected. I want to cry all the time. And it's terrible for me to feel like I don't want to be around my daughter. Looking at her makes me want to bust down and cry. Her and my husband feel so far away from me mentally. And it's so hard. I'm supposed to be happy aren't I ? I finally met my little girl face to face. Held her on my arms. And she is a spitting image of a mix of me and my husband. So why? Why do I not want to be around her. Why do i feel she's so far away. Why do I feel I haven't bonded.
It hurts.
To anyone feeling just pure sadness after labor don't be afraid to reach out as quickly as possible..... It's not a joke, postpartum depression is very real. And it makes you feel less of a mother. For me it felt good to tell someone other than my husband how I feel. And I will be getting proper treatment. I just want to know why I feel the way I do :(
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im glad that more woman are speaking up about PPD. just keep your head up and fight it. dont let it get to you
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
I can't take it anymore! Haley (yes my 1mth old and no I wasn't able to go through this "joy" of nursing my older daughter, Molly) has been screaming non stop for 6hrs! All she wants to do is eat and I can't have her attached to me all day, everyday! She has wanted to eat every hr on the hr for the past 3hrs! I put her in her room so I don't scream at her but I just can't take it!
Ok, so my friend is wanting to get pregnant but..... Her fiancé does not want kids, at lease for another 3-5 years he said... so she came up with the idea to have me pee on a stick for her and show it to him so that he’ll be comfortable with not wearing a condom and finishing in her.. basically the whole idea is to make him think she’s pregnant already...... so I do this favor for her or should I tell my girl to chill?
He and my husband are friends through us and he’s going to invite him over...
Will your Mom be in the delivery room?
My mom made it sound like she was gonna be in the delivery room when I give birth, and quite frankly, I would just like it to be me and my fiancé. It's our first, and I want to share that special moment with just him. I don't want to hurt her feelings, and I know this is something she would really like to be a part of. So I feel bad telling her no.
Hope you feel better soon! I'm sure you will ❤️