maira
1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

awesome @ekks.mamma

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ekks.mamma
Felicia·Мама сына-младенца

@1stbaby,

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ekks.mamma
Felicia·Мама сына-младенца

OK I'll look for you

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

My name on there is mairita

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

@ekks.mamma

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maira·В ожидании первенца

yay!!!!! lol =)

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ekks.mamma
Felicia·Мама сына-младенца

yup right now @1stbaby

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

yay are you going to make one ? =D @ekks.mamma

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ekks.mamma
Felicia·Мама сына-младенца

sure!!!

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

Well it's a chat app and get to know other moms. and maybe we can chat there too. @ekks.mamma

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ekks.mamma
Felicia·Мама сына-младенца

No I haven't what is it? @1stbaby

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

that why I think like that....

and I bet I can't wait. and omg really ? I didn't know that hey did you hear about this app called smile mom @ekks.mamma

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ekks.mamma
Felicia·Мама сына-младенца

what did he say?@1stbaby let me tell you once your baby is here all your going to want to do is look at him lol its going to feel like a dream and if you breastfeed your belly goes down fast

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

I told him something about it this morning on the phone @ekks.mamma

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ekks.mamma
Felicia·Мама сына-младенца

what are you going to tell him?@1stbaby

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

And I don't want that and he'll be the only one paying bill well everything and I know how he is. @ekks.mamma

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ekks.mamma
Felicia·Мама сына-младенца

yea that would have me worried@1stbaby

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

And more I'ma be depending on him cause I'm not working. I don't like that.@ekks.mamma

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ekks.mamma
Felicia·Мама сына-младенца

@1stbaby,

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Felicia·Мама сына-младенца

that is very you true..I don't know if I could live with someone that I'm going to fight with all the time

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

there's 2 reason why I'm scared I don't want to leave my mom by herself I'm so close to her. I really love my mom. and 2 cause I know julio and me are always going to fight. @ekks.mamma

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ekks.mamma
Felicia·Мама сына-младенца

@1stbaby,

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ekks.mamma
Felicia·Мама сына-младенца

I want to ask why but I kinda got the feeling that I already know why

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

Yeah but I'm scared @ekks.mamma

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ekks.mamma
Felicia·Мама сына-младенца

@1stbaby,

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ekks.mamma
Felicia·Мама сына-младенца

He does?

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

so true but that's not what I'm scared of julio wants to look for an apartment. @ekks.mamma

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Felicia·Мама сына-младенца

don't be scared I was totally freaked out of my mind and scared but tell you what my mom was the biggest help yes i wouldn't have done it with out logan but I wouldn't have been able to do it with out my mom and after you have him it feels like your in a dream the best dream of your life @1stbaby and everything that you go through is 110 % worth it

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

I'm scared @ekks.mamma

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

Really omg ouch ! @ekks.mamma

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ekks.mamma
Felicia·Мама сына-младенца

that is very true

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

I've heard when you get induced it hurts more @ekks.mamma

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Felicia·Мама сына-младенца

that is what I wanted but I was having horrible back labor it was so bad that I couldn't handle it and I was only 4 cm @1stbaby

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

I don't know my mom said that later on cause of that it'll mess up your back , I want to go all natural i hope i can do it my mom like girl you better. @ekks.mamma

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Felicia·Мама сына-младенца

the epidural totally worth getting!! they say your in so much pain from contractions that you don't notice it I had 2 contractions during it but even with out contractions it doesn't hurt to get it at all! @1stbaby

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

@ekks.mamma

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

No need to apologize I totally understand. and I bet

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Felicia·Мама сына-младенца

Sorry it's been taking so long to get back to you.. it went well it was hard but it was totally worth it @1stbaby

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

omg I saw his picture his so cute. how did it go? @ekks.mamma

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Felicia·Мама сына-младенца

he is here had him at 6:39 tonight @1stbaby

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maira·В ожидании первенца

how's everything going any baby yet? @ekks.mamma

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maira·В ожидании первенца

I don't want my son thinking like that. that's why I'm thinking about the most. @ekks.mamma

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Felicia·В ожидании первенца

yeah that's not right hun im so sorry @1stbaby

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

I know but it hurts that the "so called the love of your life" thinks like that. ..... @ekks.mamma

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ekks.mamma
Felicia·В ожидании первенца

awww I'm so sorry just remember you always have jacob and he'll always love you more then anything@1stbaby

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

I feel like crying @ekks.mamma

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ekks.mamma
Felicia·В ожидании первенца

@1stbaby,

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ekks.mamma
Felicia·В ожидании первенца

I don't blame you hun. it's probably the best thing for you

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

I need a brake from this relationship @ekks.mamma

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Felicia·В ожидании первенца

that is not right!!! you have every right to call your self American just as much as he or I do just bc your mexican doesn't mean your not American! I have a mix of french German Cherokee Indian that just my blood line just like your blood line is mexican and just like whatever his blood line is he needs to grow up!! he does not need to talk to you or and woman like that I am so sorry hunny!!@1stbaby

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

Me:Smh wow I can't belive you don't talk to me for real bye

Julio: ? You're getting hurt why???? You're from chicago. Lol If at the moment where we met on tagged and you told me you were illegal I would've not tryed to get with you no more or keep developing feelings cause I know that would be a bad time. But what's the big deal with you now??? I don't understand.  Stop with your dramatic shit.

Me: I don't want to talk to you at all for real

Julio : Why ask me questions, if all your gonna do is bitch about it and start drama. Grow the fuck up. Is it gonna be like this with every question? If it is? Don't ask any? Or don't expect an answer. You get hurt over anything these past couple days, you can't even accept things or accept an opinion. We can't even have a conversation about anything. You get dramatic and want to fight right away. I'm not racist, I'm just saying why would I waste time trying to get with a girl that is illegal,  that ain't gonna work out. And that's the truth, I'm not stupid.  So I can waste thousands fixing her papers, and her parents, nah fuck that shit lol Sorry but if we had just met, I wouldn't want you to be with me if I was illegal.  I would find a girl that is illegal too so then we can both go through that shit. Why am I gonna drag someone down that doesn't need to be bothered with that. That's selfish and inconsiderate of a person to do, I'm not racist. I'm just being honest boo boo. So stop fucking around and finding reasons to fight with me cause the truth of the matter is, I'm getting tired of your shit, drama, and attitude. Grow up cause you're a mommy, and stop being a little kid.

Me: Haha please what ever  bye

Julio: Stupid ass. All you wanna do is fight. Well ok bye, don't text back. I'm not texting you or calling no more. Being a little cry baby ass girl. Can't take a fucking conversation serious or accept the truth. Idk what kind of a person you becoming to be. But I'm not liking it. Fighting over everything. Find me when you need me then. That's the only reason it looks like I'm here for. To get fucked over.

Me: SHUT THE FUCK UP WITH I'M A LITTLE CRY BABY ASS GIRL!!! YEAH YOUR STUPID!!! I'M HALF MEXICAN AND HALF AMERICAN! !! AND WATCH WHEN EVER I GET TO SEE YOU YOUR GOING TO LISTEN TO ME!!!

Julio: That's every mexicans excuse lol. You aren't half American girl, you a straight up mexican. Just cause you were born here in the states doesn't mean your half anything. Both your parents mexican, making you mexican, the only difference is you were born in America and they werent. But ehhhh you could pass for half american. It's whatever. Idc. You are legal. Im not a history teacher, And listen to you cry and yell. Ok that's what you do everytime anyways and then you back to normal, you bipolar as fuck. @ekks.mamma

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Felicia·В ожидании первенца

@1stbaby,

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Felicia·В ожидании первенца

not at all

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

I'll send you the conversation witch is kinda long you don't mind? @ekks.mamma

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Felicia·В ожидании первенца

Oh lord what else happen?@1stbaby

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maira·В ожидании первенца

No text there's more to it.@ekks.mamma

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Felicia·В ожидании первенца

wow girl I am so sorry did he say this over the phone bc if you were face to face with him If I were you I would have slapped the shit out of him!!!@1stbaby

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maira·В ожидании первенца

"I wouldn't have gone out with you from the start, if you were illegal. And that's the truth. Now if you are from mexico and you're legal, that's different. " those are his words @ekks.mamma

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Felicia·В ожидании первенца

he didn't tell you he'd send you back did he?!?!?@1stbaby

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

And I asked him where if i came from mexico guess what he said @ekks.mamma

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Felicia·В ожидании первенца

wow!!!!!!! I'm sorry but fuck him!!!@1stbaby

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

not it's not that jacob hasn't nothing to do. it'd that fact the he was being racist with me. Cause i don't know how it came to this but he said he'll send my dad back to Mexico. @ekks.mamma

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Felicia·В ожидании первенца

hun*

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Felicia·В ожидании первенца

where do you want him born at?@1stbaby that is your choice Jun

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

I'm from here chicago but not my mom and dad. so I'm pretty much mexican. and I asked him what if I wasn't born here? @ekks.mamma

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Felicia·В ожидании первенца

I hope he doesn't have a problem with you being mexican? @1stbaby

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maira·В ожидании первенца

@ekks.mamma

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maira·В ожидании первенца

It's about me being mexican.

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Felicia·В ожидании первенца

Oh ok@1stbaby

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maira·В ожидании первенца

It's a long story @ekks.mamma

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Felicia·В ожидании первенца

why what happen?@1stbaby

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maira·В ожидании первенца

yeah. and ehhhh I'm not talking to him @ekks.mamma

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Felicia·В ожидании первенца

I know right!!!! that's how I feel @1stbaby hoes everything with your boyfriend

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maira·В ожидании первенца

yea i'ma try to look for another job. I bet it's crazy right. I feel like of was yesterday that I found out I was pregnant. @ekks.mamma

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Felicia·В ожидании первенца

I can't believe it's came this fast I'm kinda in shock I think lol @1stbaby

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Felicia·В ожидании первенца

I don't blame you. I am very excited but I'm nervous

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

I don't want the same job no more I'm tired of cleaning school. @ekks.mamma omg tmrw the day are you excited?

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Felicia·В ожидании первенца

that's up to you will you go back after you have jacob?@1stbaby

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maira·В ожидании первенца

I really thinking of calling my work and saying that I won't be able to go back. @ekks.mamma if so i'ma have to start this right away

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ekks.mamma
Felicia·В ожидании первенца

make some for you and to sell lol @1stbaby

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

But what would I sell if i eat them lol @ekks.mamma

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ekks.mamma
Felicia·В ожидании первенца

hey thats ok too I know I would@1stbaby

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

I know I can't wait to start buying stuff and sell them. but I'm scared that I might eat them lol @ekks.mamma

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Felicia·В ожидании первенца

that sounds not only fun but that could totally work..@1stbaby,

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

I really like baking. so I was thinking of making cupcakes and bananas and strawberry cove in chocolate. @ekks.mamma

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Felicia·В ожидании первенца

oh really doing what? @1stbaby

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

I get dizzy a lot now but I think I found a way to make some money. @ekks.mamma

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ekks.mamma
Felicia·В ожидании первенца

id ask your dr. but that is totally up to you @1stbaby

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

shes scared something would happen to me @ekks.mamma

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

My mom doesn't want me to work at all @ekks.mamma

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ekks.mamma
Felicia·В ожидании первенца

have you tried to get a job as a bus aid or anything and I can promise you that end the end everything will be ok @1stbaby try not to stress to much

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

I feel stressed out I've only been called for a day at work and that day I went to the hospital and had to get out early. and since then I haven't been called and my mom telling me that she thinks it's time for me to leave work but ugh i need to pay my bills. @ekks.mamma I wanna cry

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ekks.mamma
Felicia·В ожидании первенца

whats wrong?@1stbaby

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

I feel like crying @ekks.mamma

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

omg nooooo I like my bed but not to be in it all day D= @ekks.mamma

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ekks.mamma
Felicia·В ожидании первенца

they'll watch it and they might put you on bed rest if it dont get better@1stbaby

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

Oh my well good luck. everything going to be okay. @ekks.mamma when I went to my last appointment my blood pressure was kinda high

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ekks.mamma
Felicia·В ожидании первенца

bc my blood pressure keeps getting too high and if it keeps doing that it can hurt my liver

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1stbaby
maira·В ожидании первенца

But why are you getting induced? @ekks.mamma

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ekks.mamma
Felicia·В ожидании первенца

hes coming a week early..@1stbaby, im just nervous

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