I'm a disabled Mom who fights through chronic pain to be the best Mom I can. Having been my parents caretaker growing up I knew I'd never let my disability deprive my babies of their childhood!
I'm a fitness and health lover, cat Mom to 2 black babies, mechanic wife (so basically a single Mom), lover of all things sci-fi and fantasy, and on days with less pain I break out my pencils and get back to my artists roots.

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I used to spend so much of my time worrying about what others thought of me. So much so I would fake being sick to avoid them at a function or so I would have to go to be told how much I wasn't like them. I'm going to be fucking honest with you! I didn't start finding myself and developing who I am until a little over a year ago! Thank about that I am 35 now. I didn't find myself till I was 34! 😮
I was on Lorazepam for severe anxiety and I would take it up to 3 times a day, most days at least 2....

So I've completed day 5. I know I had a lot of tension in my neck and head today. It was a bad day yesterday. Sammy was just completely out of control. I had so much stress and anxiety from all her not listening, over reactions and almost breaking things. She's never malicious but she is just so impulsive before she thinks that things happen, and 9/10 it's not normally me that suffers from her antics. So when I started my practice this morning I knew I had to really to let go so I wouldn't be br...

Rough ADHD night for Sammy. Full of I don't knows and time outs and I'm sorrys. I'm emotionally wrecked

Upper Body workouts have always been something I've struggled with. I suffer from chronic pain in my neck back and arm and I have loss of motion in my arm. So those factors make it hard at times to go hard with my upper body. If I'm in a lot of pain I may not be able to do as much as if I wasn't. Shoulder presses, tricep work, and push ups are moves that I dread to do but, of course, that means I will tackle them as hard as I can.

But there was a point in today's workout (which is a push-up ma...

So ya it's a rest day for me! But catch Owen doing downward dog on the bed. And I mean legitimately! He was in that position for like a full minute. He was laughing up a storm! #shitsandgiggles

Good morning all! How'd you wake up today?!

I had an interesting alarm.

Owen always winds up in our bed early ass morning, little bugger has me so conditioned to get him 4-5 am when he screams bloody murder, so the in laws don't come and steal him without letting us know (yes they did do that) that I don't even remember doing half the time lol. He's already up and is practicing to stand and he loses his balance and falls on my face. I crack one eye annoyingly open and see a big wide smile! I w...

Ya, this was NOT my best workout, AT ALL! I was full of frustration, anxiety and down right pissed off. All of which aren't good to bring into a time meant to refocus you. So what was going on I hear you ask? Well, the kiddos that's what. Both of them were determined to do what ever it took, to get in my way, act out and try to get my attention. First, it started off as I thought I was gonna get a workout with just me! Owen was sleeping and Sammy was playing in her room and I know this sounds ba...

Ok, I swear 2 years ago you would have caught me meditating. Nope, I would not have even given it a thought. It's not because I thought it was stupid, on the contrary at one point in my life I want to become Wiccan and do everything that came with it. I have quite an amazing collection of crystals from that point in my life as well.

No, it was because my mindset wasn't ready to open it's self up to the Motherload (as Jen Sincero calls it). I couldn't slow myself down. I was in a constant state...

I’ve spent my life letting what I thought other would think control my actions. Well I’m done! I’m over letting my fear of what could be control my life!

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