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Erin Brooks
Erin Brooks
Мама двоих (1 год, 7 лет)

I used to spend so much of my time worrying about what others thought of me. So much so I would fake being sick to avoid…

I used to spend so much of my time worrying about what others thought of me. So much so I would fake being sick to avoid them at a function or so I would have to go to be told how much I wasn't like them. I'm going to be fucking honest with you! I didn't start finding myself and developing who I am until a little over a year ago! Thank about that I am 35 now. I didn't find myself till I was 34! 😮

I was on Lorazepam for severe anxiety and I would take it up to 3 times a day, most days at least 2. I had so little self confidence that I would txt Randy almost everyday asking if things would be ok. I had family members telling me things I did were stupid, that I did things wrong, that because I am disabled I couldn't do normal things, namely be a mother. I let these people control me. I let them put me in such a fear of bing in their presence I would have panic attacks in fear of what they would say to me next.

But not now! Now I know who I am. Now I could give a fuck what they think. Now I am me I'm Erin, a goofy disabled mom with a damaged past, who is disabled with a history of an eating disorder and verbal and manipulative abuse. I LOVE fantasy and sci-fi! I love My Little Pony, stuffed animals, cats, art, dressing up, helping others, fitness, cartoons, horses, toys, making my babies happy, and spending time with Randy.

I am Erin and I don't give a fuck what anyone thinks anymore because I love me!

So now it's your turn. It's scary to realize and accept who you are, flaws and all. But you know what?! DO it because once you do it's one of the most freeing things in the world!

STOP giving a fuck about what others think and GIVE a fuck about

YOU!

I love you!

I believe in you!

You are beautiful and amazing and I KNOW you can do anything!

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jpbarton1123

Jenna Barton

Rock it Mama!! I am prone to anxiety and had PPD/A and am being treated now for postweaning depression/anxiety. It is hard not to be ashamed BUT I am accepting that my brain struggles with these postpartum transitions, and THAT IS OKAY! That doesn’t change or affect my character or heart!

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday…

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?

Would you consider this cheating? What would you do

Would you consider this cheating? What would you do I need advice from a neutral stand point. Genuine advice of what you would do. Ds had his tonsils out last night. For some reason my gut about dh was not good. At night I logged into his Snapchat and saw he was talking to an old friend who he had a thing with. Last thing I was able to see was him saying it was hard to not log into those pictures and she then said she couldn't answer the phone because she was with her husband. I texted dh and asked what pictures was it so hard for him to not look at and I guess he called her and they talked. And she supposedly came clean to me and said they would just talk and vent about what stresses them. Dh said the same thing and I guess the pictures were of them from a long time ago of them and other friends hanging out. Dh started crying saying he never meant anything that everything looked like the perfect crime but that there was nothing there. I have since kept my distance and told him to give me space. At the moment I don't want to see him. I believe what they said but I'm so hurt and I don't want to be the stupid person to believe everything.

but first this is the test I got excited about, I took it later yesterday morning at only 8dpo. Did I get excited for…

but first this is the test I got excited about, I took it later yesterday morning at only 8dpo. Did I get excited for nothing? :( I didn't tell anyone other than preggie and hubby, I showed him the test and he was so happy it breaks my heart. Ik I still have a week before my period is even due so Ik If I was I'm very early but that negative this morning has me honestly crushed! what do you think by this test? what would you have thought? :( What would you be thinking now if you got a neg the next morning?