Possible baby #2 on the way, going to test more later! #fingerscrossed #hopetobeaboy

Emotionally Heartbroken... My hubby has been sneaking behind my back messaging his ex before me. I feel cheated on.

Homemade pizza rolls were a hit! #Success

So hubby is mad at me... thats normal... mad because I wouldnt give him food money to go get weed. 20 bucks can buy u more food than weed and last longer.. ugh hes so stubborn

Any other ladies do Valentine pics of your little ones?

So my husband and I got in a fight right after we filed our taxes. He got mad kuz I got upset kuz he is in dream world that we can pay off everything and move and be happy. So in this argument he brought up divorce, (again not the first time hes done this and did it after this too) He stated how Im never happy with where I am and how I make him miserable. Stated how we may have rushed into things too soon... We got engaged at 2 months and married at 6 and now we have a daughter that is a month o...

Since my hubby and I did taxes.. Good right? Wrong.. I love how much we got back but I hate how my hubby now acts.. like everything is okay and now we can buy this and that and move here and get this and pay this. Its really frustrating kuz I feel that in a marriage it is up to the man to provide and a woman to take care of things.. that means the money, right? I can never be a wife.. Never! He always does things his way and ends up screwing us up even more and then gets mad at me for being flus...

So all bills are due or are already late. Hubby got paid today and it wasnt close to what we need. Got paid $380 in 2 weeks..
$700 in rent (due today)
$267 for power (pay by the 8th or power goes bye bye)
$200 for phone bill (or goes bye bye for about a week and then we will see if we have money to pay)
$350 due to a furniture company (already late by 2 weeks)
and $213 for gas bill (due by the 14th or it also goes bye bye)
So my hubby is wondering why Im mad at him. Seriously? you made $380 in 2...

My hubby thinks I might have postpartum depression.. I dont think I do. I feel fine. Ya sure I havent eaten at all today and dont really eat much anyways. Im just unhappy kuz I cant provide. My daughter is 2 weeks old.

So I dont believe Im having postpartum depression. Im just not happy. I dont eat much anymore because there is never anything to eat or in order to eat, it means I have to clean up everything so I can make something; Im too tired for that. Im not happy. My daughter is 2 weeks and Ive been thinking of going back to work. I can pump before I leave and pump when I get back. My husband always works nights so me working mornings wouldnt be a problem because my daughter will always have one of use to ...