Made my baby a car seat poncho 😍

Not feeling very jolly. Kinda feel like a crap parent. I know she’s not even 2 so she doesn’t understand what Christmas is, or why she got presents. I just feel like crap because she didn’t get anything from Mommy and daddy. We couldn’t afford anything.. my mom bought two small presents we could put our names on but still. I get on Facebook and I see these toddlers and kids opening so many presents and I feel bad I couldn’t spoil my princess like my parents use to do for me as a kid. I know that...

Spent Christmas Eve morning with my mom & family! 💕🎁 took some great pictures

Okay mamas I feel like I’m going crazy. I started having some pregnancy symptoms. I went to the doctor and got a blood and urine test done on the 12th and they both came out negative. I had liver surgery on November 2nd, and I was on all kinds of antibiotics and meds I wasn’t late for my depo injection I received it the first week of December. I don’t have regular cycles because of it but I did have about a week of bleeding a few weeks after my surgery I am feeling bloated, extra tired, I’ve bee...

My sweet girl 💕 I can’t believe you are almost 2 😍 you are such a joy to have in my life. Mommy loves you so so much!

My life 💕 it's scary to think I'm having my liver resection surgery in less than a week. I know my baby will be in good hands with my mom, and she will take excellent care of her when I can't. I have spent the last few days getting as many cuddles as I can before she's not aloud to touch me for a few weeks 😢 mommy loves you so much princess 💕💕

My life is in pieces around me, don't even know where I'm going to be living after this weekend, can't afford the apartment myself. I have to put a fake smile on my face and go to work and come back to my moms and act like everything is okay for my little girl. I have no Idea where I'm going from here.

Mama's I don't know what to do. I don't know whether to stay with my SO or just leave him. I am fuming. I had to cry to my doctor to give me pain medicine to get me through to my surgery in November I had to basically beg because they don't give out anything other than ibuprofen and Tylenol I finally got a script for norcos and I hid them, didn't want anyone to know I had them, SO found them, and I had like 28 out of 30 I took two. I now have 13. He apparently sold some for cigarettes and gas mo...

I feel like I'm doing this alone sometimes. All I wanted to do was take an hour or so nap, I'm in a lot of pain my meds arnt ready at the pharmacy yet and I had baby girl all morning. I asked my SO to get her up from her nap and watch her. He did for about a half hour, woke me up just to tell me she was hungry and when I said make her a sandwich or cut up an apple or something she just ate a little bit ago he proceeded to get pissed I wasn't getting up i literally slept for 30 minutes. Said she ...

Screw you. Focal nodular hyperplasia.
I swear if I hear one more time "I've heard of that, or I know someone who has/had that it's not painful!"
I will scream. I am in so much pain 24 hours a day. & im getting 40% of my liver removed in November. Don't tell me it's not painful. 😭😭