Jasper Henry Lee Shelby born 6/10/2015👶🏽
Illinois born and raised
Single mama
Strong willed and outspoken.
Lover of all individuals with mental disorders and disabilities.
Autism Awareness.
God is my refuge and strength. 🙌🏽🙏🏽

Yeah... I'm so not ready for this to start happening all over again. I woke up to a dang crime scene in my pants. Woke Jasper up trying to get out of bed without staining the sheets. I feel so fatigued like I can't do anything. I don't want my period back!!! 😢😢😭😭😷😷

I came to the painful realization today that I've gained an unhealthy amount of weight and I need to do something about it NOW instead of complaining about it later when it gets worse. So I'm making a conscious effort to start working out regularly and eat more vegetables. The first thing being cut from my diet is junk food including sugar. I made a decision nearly 7 years ago to cut meat completely from my diet and I've been successful so I'm really going to try to stick to this new one. I'll b...

Started spotting a few hours ago. I'm so not ready to start getting my period again... 😔

I forgot to post this. I got an early PSL at Starbucks on Saturday! I'm so happy I can drink caffeine again. So sad my milk supply disappeared. (I wasn't drinking caffeine while bf). 😕

Anyone have advice on how to successfully extract snot from a 3 month olds nose? He's got a slight cold but has more snot than usual. I can hear it clogging his nasal passages. I've been using the bulb syringe ( what my house calls a "boogie snuffer") but it doesn't seem to be working sufficiently enough.

My little guy will be 3 months old tomorrow (10th)!! He just ate 5oz of formula, he's soundly sleeping in his pack and play, and he's wearing six month clothing. He's SO long!! I can honestly say I hope he gets his dad's height gene if he gets anything from him...
In other news... Still no word from my little piglet's dad. It's been 3 months since birth and still NOTHING. And I haven't had a conversation with him since December 2014... So basically we're coming up on a full year soon and he is ...

So my mom plans on visiting my Great Grandmother this weekend. I don't want to stay over night because my moms back woods family is just too much. So she offered to take my son with her to meet granny and that I stay home and relax and get some rest. I'm really not sure how I feel about that... I haven't been away from Jasper for almost 3 months...😰😕

I'm not sure if I have to poop or if I'm getting cramps... Whatever it is it's making me feel SICK to my stomach.

Happy 12 weeks baby boy!! My little piglet is going to be 3 months on the 10th. I look forward to his first taste of baby cereal. He is really long for two months, and is already wearing size six month clothing. 😊
Sorry I've been MIA ladies. All is well here. I've been keeping busy baking, reading, and of course raising my little piglet.

Finally got to the Drs office for my PPD appointment. I'm a all healed up and good to go. They asked me about birth control. I'm not in a relationship and have no interest in having sex for a LONG time so Im not getting it filled.
Today has been a long day.