
About an hour ago I read my little piglet my favorite book when I was little. "The Kissing Hand" will always hold a special place in my heart. Now, it's even more special to me. After reading to him, Jasper fell right to sleep. He's the most precious thing I've ever been around and I can't wait to watch him grow up. God has truly blessed me.
I don't understand how his own father can be so disinterested. I can't imagine my life without Jasper and I'll do whatever it takes to make sure he gets everything he needs. It breaks my heart to know that his father hasn't even made an effort to contact me or my parents to see his own son. It's almost been 2 months. He knows Jasper was born and still nothing. It's his loss because Jasper is the biggest blessing God has gifted me and my family with.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

Guess what everybody....IT'S A BOY!!!! God blessed me with exactly what I wished for!!!! Soooooo Happy.
Racial nickname
I sometimes call my lo monkey. To me he looks like a little monkey. My so says it's racist and offensive. What do you think?

My son, Adrian, was born a stillborn at 18 weeks and 5 days on May 19th, 2015 at 5:40 pm. It was the most beautiful, life changing moment of my life and his memory lives on with me and my loved ones. It's been the most devastating 48 hours of my life but I thank God for blessing me with his life. I'm officially the mother of an angel and I can't wait to see you again.
Rest in peace, my beautiful baby boy.

dont mind my fat ass face but I love my baby boy I thank god he send me my lil blessing healthy and safe💙💙