Ohhh hun, I am so sorry you’re going through this, breaks my heart. Life can be so unfair sometimes. I’d reach out to your dr. & or a counseling. Praying for you 🙏🏼💜

I just wanted to add, that it is hard to put into words the pain it causes. You have to physically deal with the miscarriage, and that is very ugly. You have to emotionally process the pain of losing the life of that child. From the moment you see those double lines, you're in love. You're planning holidays, traditions, wondering how they'll grow over the years. Then it all goes away in an instant. And not everyone understands that. They think it was a little ball of cells and not a baby and you shouldn't be so upset. They don't understand how it feels when your body betrays you so badly when it carried a baby so well before. The fear of ever trying again.

It is a lot to process. I try to talk about it because it took me way too long trying to have a brave face for the world and it really backfired on me. I wish I had talked to a counselor, my doctor, or joined a support group right when it happened. I spent a year severely depressed, anxious and numb and it was terrible for me and my family.

@oxmegrdxo, thinking of you hun 💜💜

Talk to your doctor and let them know, I know a lot of people don’t like taking pills but somethings it’s very needed after my miscarriage in end of November beginning of December I cried for months and I was just so lost but with pills and talking to someone that helped me Soo much and I finally stopped taking everything a few weeks ago

To be honest, you may need to talk to your doctor. After my third mc (we did ivf with a genetically tested embryo- over $22k out of pocket) and when I saw that his heart had stopped beating, part of me died on that ultrasound table and I didn't realize it. It took me over a year of my performance slipping at work, being miserable before I talked to my doctor. I was diagnosed with severe depression and post traumatic stress disorder. I went on Zoloft 50mg and took FMLA from my job and took the time to properly heal. My life is so much better now, but it took me a long time to make peace with it. It's very hurtful and very hard. We had planned to have 4 children. I remember the pain it used to cause when people would ask when we were giving my daughter a sibling. It cut to the core.