Sorry this is long...
I have decided to call my dr on Monday. I have been hoping time would help and getting back to work or my hormones calming down. Nothing has changed. I have no desire to do anything. If I could lay in bed or on the couch all day I would. I have zero patience and everything annoys the hell out of me. I can’t be like this with a 3 yr old and 3 month old. My house is a disaster, I have been so absent with my 3 yr old that today he said he didn’t want to stay home with me 😭That was my eye opener! I have to get better and be me again for the little people that depend on me. My husband and I are more like roommates. We haven’t had sex since I was like 4 mos pregnant. There is zero intimacy or barely even conversations. My family needs me back and I need myself back.
I’m going to see what they say.. if that’s what they recommend then I will at least try it. I just want to be me again. I just want to make sure I can still breastfeed with whatever they decide.

Ladies I would like to introduce my babygirl. Came to the hospital and was having full blown contractions and doctor decided to operate me. My delivery was so painful I felt everything.
Dulce Veronica
July10,2019
6lbs 3oz
5:17am
3RD UPDATE: What would you do?
Ok, so we have these new neighbors they have been there renting the house 2 doors down for about 3 months or so. They have a 2 year old boy, he just turned two. They have asked me to babysit him on multiple occasions, just so happens I've been busy each time. In my mind, they don't know me or anything about me. Barely know my name and they want me to watch their kid because they see I have kids and stay home. Apparently they haven't had any luck with the babysitt...
i keep having these weird ahh dreams this time it was about me, my younger sister my younger brother (they are 15 yr old twins) and my mom😔😔😔😔😔

Guys if I was looking at a place to rent on Craigslist and I go to click on the ad again and this pops up does that mean it's a scam?? I need to know because my boyfriend and I have been talking to the person !!
Good morning ladies. Sorry I been ignoring yall but I have been so miserable the past days I'M STILL PREGNANT my contractions would be strong for hours and it looked like I was gonna have a baby then everything just stopped so I got sent home. they said I have to wait till my appointment Wednesday so I can talk to my doctor about the next step. I HATE THIS 😢😢😩
This totally sounds like me. At least since having the twins. I swear I could have wrote this. So are you going to doctors to get on medication?