Crying my eyes out tonight .. for fear of losing another little one .. it's extremely difficult to be hopeful and positive after experiencing a miscarriage in the past . I've tried not to think much of it but today I i can't seem to keep my emotions in tact . I'm all over the place . I'm so scared that I won't get to see the little life growing inside of me . Not sure if these are just pregnancy hormones making me extra emotional or if it is really sincere, either way I'm in a dark spot until June 5 (my first sonogram) please keep me in your thoughts and send lots of positive vibes and love our way ❤
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I completely understand. I had a MC in November and I still worry nonstop and I either see or hear my baby every time I go to an appointment. Does help I had to go to the ER for bleeding. Seems more difficult to enjoy the pregnancy though because you're always worried. Sending positive thoughts and vibes your way! You got this mama!
stay strong!! Sending lots of positive vibes and love! 💓
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I'm way past my fertile window and I keep getting these positive ovulation test. It's a little faint compared to before but when should I start seeing one line? I'm so confused this is my forth positive ovulation test. Does anyone know what 4 times in a row means?
I don't understand!!! ?
What does it mean to "feel some type of way"?!? I keep seeing it all of a sudden and I feel like I misses the memo. I asked on a thread but nobody answered and it's still eating at me! Lol! I need someone to help me keep up with the youngsters. I'm old and lost. ?
Birth Plan Rant
I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?
I am FREAKING out. I told my therapist I smoke marijuana to help with morning sickness, and she reported me to her supervisor. They referred me to their drug clinic on the 11th, and I'm so nervous because when they drug test me and if it's positive, I already have an ACS case and they will report me to my worker. My friend suggested Niacin, 500mg twice a day for two weeks, but I'm nervous if it's safe for the baby. I'm going to drink a gallon of water a day and try to ingest vinegar....ladies I'...
@emilyrobin thank you !! ❤❤ sending positive vibes your way also ! We'll get through this , with healthy beautiful babies ! ❤