Crying my eyes out tonight .. for fear of losing another little one .. it's extremely difficult to be hopeful and positive after experiencing a miscarriage in the past . I've tried not to think much of it but today I i can't seem to keep my emotions in tact . I'm all over the place . I'm so scared that I won't get to see the little life growing inside of me . Not sure if these are just pregnancy hormones making me extra emotional or if it is really sincere, either way I'm in a dark spot until June 5 (my first sonogram) please keep me in your thoughts and send lots of positive vibes and love our way ❤