I just need to vent for a second. And I can't vent to Facebook. What in my dads mind clicked and thought it was okay to message me about doing matching costumes with my son and my little sister and brother. Nothing against them. I love my siblings to death. But this man hasn't talk to me in months. The same man that told me if I ever need anything don't hesitate to ask. He'd help in any way possible. But when I was about to be homeless with my 1 year old, he was no where to be heard from or found. NOW YOU WANNA REACH OUT ABOUT HALLOWEEN FUCKING COSTUMES. You did not care about your grandson or your daughter almost living on the streets but you think you can just swoop in for a holiday. For what pictures to validate yourself as a "good father and grandfather" fuck outta here with that bs.

It pisses me off so much because there's people like my dad who had every opportunity under the sun to be involved in my life and chose other things including women and drugs over me. And then there's people like the guy I was seeing when I was pregnant. Who I sat outside his baby mamas house for two fucking hours waiting for her to get home so we could spend the day with the baby to only find out she was in another state for the weekend with him. She had us waiting for TWO WHOLE HOURS saying "well be home soon" and then just stopped answering. And told him afterwards she didn't want me around her son. Yet before that she was "so excited" to meet me. Like why?? My life has been one whole shit show since I last seen my dad. Not a call. Not a text. Nothing asking if we were okay at least. I'm about to move my son into a shelter 4 hours away from where he's used to, so Halloween is unfortunately the last thing on my mind. And I'm not about to take him around somebody that just wants to see him so he could post pictures online.

Rant over. 🙄