Im almost through my second trimester with my second baby. And I'm so scared, nervous, depressed. My husband past away September 2nd. He wanted more than anything to be able to see this baby be born. Idk if I can do this without him. I did it with my first. He got to the hospital 30 minutes after he was born. But this time I was already planning on him being there. I wanted him there. And now it's not even an option. How do I move on from this? How do I get through this? It's almost been a month...