I really need some advice/ a place to vent. I'm sorry for the length of this, but here it goes.
So, during our relationship, I caught my bf talking to other girls. Like the whole time. And everytime he got caught, he would apologize and it would be good for a week or two. This happened for two years. And I kept forgiving and trying to trust him. Well, there was/is this one girl that he WOULDNT stop talking to a couple months back. He cheated on me with this girl. He says only twice. But I think more. Anyways, he would tell her that he wasn't going to be talking to her anymore and disrespecting me with her. Like, he humiliated, embarrassed, made fun of me with her, and disrespected me with her continually. Anyways, after he would tell her this, he would block her on everything. But then I would find out that he was still talking to her because he unblocked her number. Eventually he blocked her number and kept it that way. We broke up about a week and a half ago because I found out that he unblocked her of instagram and we had a huge fight and he ended it. But, it was on good terms. We were trying to keep things good between us for the sake of our son. But I told him, for us to be on good terms that she needed to be out of the picture. So he blocked her again. Well, he unblocked this girl yesterday. And I just cannot be a part of his life like that if she is in the picture. He betrayed me with this girl. And I thought he had enough respect for me to do this. Anyways, I guess what I'm asking is am I wrong for asking this of him? I'd never keep him away from his son because he is a great father if nothing else. But I just have to distance myself from him if she is in his life. Am I wrong? Please, I just need some unbiased opinions and advice
@janeth25, I just wanted to at least be able to have a good relationship outside of actually being in one with him so that our son didn't have to suffer. It hurts that I can't even get that from him
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Science!
My friend posted this on facebook last night and said her kids were asleep within minutes. It's a song that scientists created to help people fall asleep. I was skeptical but I thought what the hay, I'll try it out. I didn't bank on Dh falling asleep, but both him and lo were asleep by minute 2. And lo slept six straight hours. ?

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
IUI Monday!!
So today I went in for my routine bloodwork and ultrasound, and found out that I have three follicles at 17mm! Plus another two at 15mm. When leaving the clinic my FS said to take another dose of gonal-f and come back tomorrow to check to see how big they got and that we would do the iui on Wednesday. Well, after getting home, taking my gonal-f and going out to shovel snow (lol) I get a call saying that I am SURGING!!! I haven't ovulated on my own, or even come close to it in years...
@janeth25, like, he says that's what he wants but his actions are showing me otherwise