Having a rough day emotionally and trying really hard not to say things that I will regret later. It's just really hard when the person that is supposed to love you, the person that created a child with you and asked you to spend your life with him... this man that was supposed to be happily ever after, goes out of his way to make me feel like nothing. To remind me of a hundred ways that I am not good enough for him.
I don't really handle emotion very well and it made me even more upset when I couldn't help but cry while I was making dinner.
I don't know how to move past how I am feeling lately. Or do I even want to??! Idk. I just know that I don't want to feel this way anymore.
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@essentialmama, thank you. I live in a town where I know nobody. I have no friends here which only makes me feel more alone. So I could definitely use someone to talk to sometimes.
I'm sorry you're having a rough day. I can empathize with you. Message me if you need a friend or someone to vent to. I know what it's like to feel stuck in those feelings.
Overall whats everyones thoughts on this. Me personally I dont mind lgbt .but to teach it I feel like is a waste . I can teach my own children that if they ask or even wanna know
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Do you really think the way you are raised
Has no impact on when and how you decide to have sex? I read a comment on another thread that really rubbed me the wrong way. Something about how teens have sex and there's just no stopping it no matter how you raise them.
I guess sharing my personal info on here means having it used against me in a personal disagreement yes I was raped and no you have no right to use my daughter against me as a personal jab
Thanks to everybody for the congratulations
I’m happy the baby is fine but I’d be lying if i didn’t tell you i been crying the whole afternoon . Gender disappointment is real and i feel like a terrible
Person for taking it so so hard , and you can think I’m a terrible person too idc. I really wanted my daughter but i guess not this time
And it just makes me sad that i won’t have that right now . And I’m allowed to feel that way . Just need your support to get over it
@jenngarcia1755, I am feeling the same way. I thought I was the only one in the world feeling like this with my husband. It's sad because he does not get it. I live in a city where I don't have family and I don't know anybody. This is the loneliest feeling I ever had in my life. If you want to vent I am here as well.