Ugh here we go again single mom of a 10 month old may have a bf soon but I don't wanna rush in to…

Ugh here we go again single mom of a 10 month old may have a bf soon but I don't wanna rush in to things and ruin everything but not that my son is a month from being 1 I wanna try for another baby! Please tell me I'm not the only crazy one?