I am still not ready for this post...but sooner or later it had to be done...yesterday was the WORST day of my life because I lost my little one at almost 18 wks...contractions started saturday afternoon at 5pm and I gave birth to my baby yesterday morning...didn't leave the hospital until 8am yesterday. People keep saying it's not mt fault but I can't help but to feel guilty because my baby was perfectly healthy i even saw the baby moving around in the ultrasound at around 8:30pm...the problem ...

on my way to the hospital😞 I really hope it's nothing and my baby is okay because I will die if something wrong happens😞😢

Had to write this to my best friend...if she wants to get mad OH WELL...these are the times you should of proved you were a good friend✋ idk if I am being dramatic but this time is REALLY important to me, it's a new experience and you aren't there for me at all...common she is suppose to be my best friend and never asks me how my pregnancy is doing or how I am feeling...hardly hits me up anymore...w.e good morning lol sorry

So I just triped going UP the stairs😒😂😂 thank God I didn't fall and hurt my stomach...

I love coming to my mom's house💕

One day I wake up & my stomach is bigger, one day I wake up & my stomach is smaller....

Thank God for decaf coffee...i was dying for a cup of coffee☕😊 work is soooooo boring😩

eggs, tomatoes, avocado on wheat bread, decaf coffe, & blueberry muffin....😩😍😍😍

On google looking for cute baby names for my baby's middle name💕

chocolate yummy🍫