I just want to throw up. I'm so upset that my family that knew my son's dedication was this month just last minute flaked. No one calls about my son at all. They don't call to ask how he is, to take him for a few hours to spend time with him, nothing. It breaks my heart. He's such a great kid and he deserves his family. I will never understand it. They are quick to ask me for money, a babysitter, a ride, etc but it's difficult for them when I need something. Just fuck it man! Fuck everything about this whole damn thing. I give up!