how much more is it gonna take for me to begin to hate him? I so wish that's what would happen. instead it's like I just i keep on hoping it will change. yet he basically fought me over his phone when I tried to get it , cutting the screen off when I come in the room.. I'm so heartbroken yal. I think we're falling to pieces ... I've been with him since I was 17. he only my 2nd serious boyfriend.. I don't want to let go . I don't want to have to be alone or do this alone, but I feel like I'm alone anyway. I don't want anyone else
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@jcbaby, thank you so much for the advice , I really appreciate it. he doesn't have a password on his phone. maybe one day he will slip up. I have been looking when he goes to sleep and nothing is on there. I'm sure he deletes it. . I'm so sorry that you went thru that and lost your precious babies .
get his phone when he goes to sleep and look. If you dont have the password then you shouldnt be with him anyway. sometimes seeing what is happening is the strength you need to leave. If it makes you feel any better...i was pregnant with twins with my ex and i felt like he was cheating...saw him turning off the screen when i came in and he would get on his phone when i went to sleep. one night after he went to sleep i went through his phone and found out he was cheating on me with his ex. i was chrushed because he was my first everything. But that was the strength i needed to leave. I miscarried because of all the stress that he put me through by cheating...my advice get out of the toxic enviornment. you will find somebody SOOOO much better who accepts you for you 💓
its sucks more because every one else can see us falling apart but I just hope pray and dream one day this man will wake up and realize what an amazing life we have together but I also know that eventually I'll get tired and I'll wake up one day and realize I deserve better. who knows what day will come first lol but I hope you know your worth & stay happy no matter what
that's exactly how I feel. this will also be our second child together . and it's never ending . I honestly wish I could just let go. but I can't . it's so hard. it really is. I'm holding on more than I should too and it is just so hard . @lucassmommy lu
I'm sorry but you need to pick yourself up and move on. why would you keep doing this to yourself. you have a child on the way, you need to be strong for the baby.
your not alone believe me !! My boyfriend and I have so many issues. We're on our second child together and I swear we're still fighting over the same shit when we first started dating. I love him but I also realize I'm holding on more then I should and that's okay because everyone wants to hold there family together I can never take my own advice but focus on yourself and your babies everything will fall into place! Weather he's there on not
@nkinsey, thank you girl . best advice I have got yet . looked her up on Facebook . he texted her said he can't text her no more that he love his family she said she understood and wouldn't text again. his number will be changed asap. .. if he hides it from me again there won't be no more us period.