Some jackass had the audacity to tell me I'm not allowed to call myself a mother because I have nothing to show for it. I wish I could show you my child...I wish you could understand my pain..I wish you understood how hard it is to see all my friends having babies...and telling me it's all a cry for attention? BS. I don't want attention. I just want people to understand why I'm so different now. Why I'm so broken. 😔 I cried for an hour and a half because of it.
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@grayce1219, ive been in your position, its soooooo tough to deal with seeing everyone around you get pregnant, to see them receive your dream. and for you to try and comprehend why you were chosen to lose your baby. people would tell me I'm strong. but I don't want to be the "strong one"
you are a mother your child was birthed no matter what anyone says. your a mommy to your angel baby. its not you wanting attention at you. no one asked him for his opinion. what a jerk.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I don't smoke weed. So I guess I will never understand. But I'm not sure why people smoke weed when they're pregnant!
Universal preschool access
I don't think I've ever seen this topic discussed here? Anyways, there's a bill or something up in MN for universal access to preschool. I have some friends who live there who are completely against it and I'm trying to understand why. I can't understand their concerns because their concerns aren't how 4k works? At least not here and wouldn't be there from how I understand it.
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
When people tell me that they wish they could have had a c-section because it's easier...😑...I'm almost 2 weeks PP and still can't shower myself because of my cut reopening...
@wwthreepeas, that's how I feel 😔 I don't want to be strong. I want to be like everyone else. In the sense that I want kids. Jealousy is the worst feeling in the world. I know I'll have my time soon enough. I just feel like because it happened once it'll keep happening. I'm not even trying anymore. I put myself on birth control. Even though I really want kids, I think that was a sign that I'm not ready yet 😔 still hurts though