Okay so I've had this stuck in my head since I've had my son and had no one to talk about it. Right after I had him when they went to do the skin to skin and instead of wrapping my arms around him my arms went up. Is that Normal with your first kid , I feel terrible about it.
don't feel terrible. don't focus on the past. you'll have plenty of bonding times to come and lots of love to give him. just move forward...you have a beautiful healthy baby that you adore. it took me the longest to hold my son after he was born due to what i was going through and in bad situations at the time. to this day he's my life...I love him so much and I'm honored to have given birth to such a wonderful ball of energy lol
I didn't just wrap my arms around him they went away from him. I didn't cuddle him right away I felt like I couldn't touch him.
With my first I told them to hand him to his father because I needed to take a nap. It happens