Im not able to breastfeed so my first son was bottle from the very beginning and I was very happy with it a lot of woman said things like "don't you not feel close to your baby" but my son still laid on my chest drinking his bottle and I never once felt any less close to my child than a breastfeeding mom good luck with whatever you choose to do!

I was like that with my first born.but I thought he wasn't getting enough milk :/ but I'll try again with my second bby