this postpartum depression is ruining my life and my marriage life.. is this only on my mind? am I overthinking everything or is this really a big deal..

I think I might a postpartum depression 😔😔 I was in denial at first.. but I think I might really have it.. and I wanna get better now..

is it okay if the husband nags you about the thing he has done for you.?. even the smallest thing..
coz before my husband and I had a fight he nagged me about everything he has done for me.. and for some reasons it hurts me so much because I was taught that it's a bad thing to nagged someone you love for everything you've done for them..
it's hard to explain but hope you understand what I'm trying to say..

hi mommy.. I have question how many ounces did you guys feed your baby when they were 1 month old?

is it just me or did anyone feel like they lost their self when they had a baby?? like you feel so overwhelmed and you feel confused.. like it feels like your not yourself anymore.. this responsibilities , this sleepless night, this baby crying, being alone everyday no one to talk to.. I feel like I need a break from this.. just a couple of days off of everything's that going on, just a couple of days of goodnight sleep.. just couple of days to find myself again.. just a couple of days to breath...

whoo.. it was a rough night last night.. my baby girl wouldn't sleep on her crib so unusual she was doing fine sleeping on her crib until last night.. she keeps waking up and cry . so I lay her down next to me and sleep fine until morning..

thinking of leaving or having some time off... I feel like I will have a breakdown soon and things will go out of hand.. I feel a need of finding myself again.. I really think I need to this.. I don't wanna wait till the breakdown and lose my family for good.. atleast if I do it now there still a chance.. but my husband won't let me go with my daugther he's thinking I am not coming back which is I can understand if he thinks that way.. so I am thinking of leaving without my daughter I know my hu...

I can't still believe I have a baby girl.. I've never thought in my life I will have a daughter.. for some reason I always thought I will have a son like for sure.. I feel like it's hard to raise a daugther..

is it hard to raise a daughter?

am I still happy?... I love my husband but I don't know if I'm still happy on this place it's not my husband fault he's trying so hard, it's me I will never going to feel at home in this country it's just that I feel like I don't belong here no matter what I do. this place just feels like will never be home.. I wanna go back to my home country and just start a new life but I don't wanna hurt my husband, especially now we have a precious one. I feel more trap.. I have no choice to stay and wish e...

UTI and diarrhea or sometimes constipation is not a very good combination when you recently gave birth and had a tearing.. 😢😢😢 it's hurts so much...