I miss him so much but knowing that a stupid dumb b#### took him away from me about a year ago I want to be done but the only thing that is keeping me going is this baby
I've been in the same situation. His best friend turned out not to be just his best friend. They didn't last long and he regretted falling for her games about a month and a half after we broke up and I just sat back and laughed because I told him that exact thing was gunna happen because she was a little whore. Long story short he isn't worth it, loving someone and letting go is definitely hard but it's doable, you just have to stay strong.
at least it isn't your husband not wanting your new baby and calling you selfish for not giving it up. I don't want to have to choose between my two kids and their father because he only wants our toddler. but if he doesn't change his view I'll have to.