I am a 24 year old mother of seven. one living daughter who is 3, currently expecting and five angels. I have been with my husband going on five years. we met January of 2011 and were married October 31, 2013.

37 1/2 weeks. hope she makes her appearance soon mommy is tired of being in labor for over a month.

my three year old is having a total meltdown because I put YouTube on the TV instead of keeping it on my phone where you couldn't hear it...

couldn't sleep at all. hubby has a sinus infection, Bowie won't stop elbowing me and something's got to happen soon. more discharge, non stop stomach hardness/ contractions and pressure, ungodly back pain. I'm DONE. five and a half weeks of prodromal labor and I'm done. I just want her to get here and stop the pain even though I know there will be more at least that will be over soon and I can take something to help then.

37 weeks. loved how this turned out. no effects added. just flash.

I have been wanting to use this seven times now and I finally get to!

officially made it to term!! 37 weeks today!

are people really so ignorant and rude that they assume everyone gets PTSD from the military, asks you personal information, says men can't be raped, assumed you don't seek help and tell you to suck it up because you signed up for it by being in the military? seriously? has the world gone that mentally incompetent?

so my husband revealed today that hes been told he has glaucoma which has only made his PTSD worse. I knew he was hiding something and now it makes sense why he flips out anytime his glasses get knocked off or broken. he literally flips out. he even broke four mini blinds today. it puts him into a rage because he cannot see. though I could have used without the rude demanding to fix his glasses when he's the reason they got broken by putting his hands on me in a manner I didn't appreciate. I als...

extreme pressure since yesterday. cervical lightning strikes as I call them and more yellow/ orange discharge. urgent bathroom trips but never full bladder. also pain when contracting muscles during bathroom visits. bowie is very active and stretching. I'm nesting, easily over exerted, nervous, fed up and just all around stressing. want to take rezzie to the pool before active labor because I can't after baby gets here.

feel like absolute shit today. already thrown up grey mucusy vomit eight times. been having contractions. shaky and light headed with hot flashes.