I asked my son's father if he wanted to keep Aj over night while I went to work, I got off at 7 am.... he said no because he has to get up for work at 10. like wtf. when I worked in the morning when aj was 2 months I was up every 2 hours with aj... just to wake up and be to work by 730... get off at 3 just to do it all again. but because he works from 10 am - 2 pm he can't watch his own son , when he's gonna be sleep all fuckin night anyways.
he complains that I never let him keep aj while I work but whenever I try it's always am excuse why he cant.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
What would you do? I feel so stupidly selfish if I choose to be induced because I want my boy to come when he is ready, but I am also feeling selfish stressing him out because everything going on and how stressed I am. So do I continue to stress him out or do I get induced and deal with this and let him be? Or will he be okay? I've been up all night contracting on and off but could it be from my nerves?

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.
Nothing like finding out your husband lied about where he was last night. I guess that will be a fun conversation when he gets up today. But idk when that will be since he went to bed at 6 something this morning. Also found out he added a girl on his snapchat that I don't know. Just really need to find something that will keep my mind off of all of this until I can talk to him about it. 😞
How would you guys feel if your husband drank every night between 6 and 12 beers with children in the house. But the only time he drinks is after 7. Sometimes if he works his night job on the beach doing the tractor he comes home at midnight and starts drinking 10 beers. He doesn't get up in the morning to help with kids and is passed out on couch???? Oh and instead of pissing in a toilet when he's drinking he pisses in and old formula bottle or Gatorade bottle then pours it down the sink. But h...