I have a confession, I've started to smoke again..its not a lot a puff/hit about once or twice a day. I feel terrible, but what's worse is I feel like its the only way I make it, she reduces me to tears sometimes and her daddy works most of the time ): we're learning to latch and its so stressful):
please don't bash this post, I feel bad enough about doing it and about not being able to bf my daughter, I feel like a failure as a mother
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I just can't help it when we get so frustrated! I have to step away. and then we have mornings like right now were she will latch and feed and everything's fine
you are not a failure it's tough for a while but it will get better it's darkest right before the dawn if you need someone to talk to you I'm here just message me
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
Try to put baby first and use other ways to cope with being a new mommy.