so upset that I couldn't keep up with breastfeeding :( even if it was just 4 days. the pain I had and the anxiety I would get was too much. makes me feel like a bad mom already, <\3 :( sorry baby girl
I tried in the hospital with the help of my nurses but I mentally can't do it, so I pump and bottle feed her, way less stressful :) and a happier momma and happier baby