Trigger. Lost baby Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
So I need to vent because I can't post anything on Facebook or Snapchat about how irritated I am. So my ex said that he plans on staying in the military for another 4-5 years or 8-10, he was really stepping on top of his words. He might got to NC, Italy, or Alaska but he definitely wants out of California. He said since he's going to school for family law he already knows what to do and how to do it about getting custody of our daughter. He said that if I don't agree to anything he wants, I'll look bad and the court will just give him what he wants because California is a backwards liberal state and they won't favor me since I'm on disability and can't provide for my daughter. He's just pretty much saying he will get his way and I'll be screwed. The only thing going for him now is he finally got his license but still has no vehicle, no house to provide for her and assumes that the daycare on base will watch a breastfed newborn for free. I'm going in on Thursday to get the self help with the paperwork but I'm feeling super irritated that he automatically assumes he will get his way because we are a "backwards liberal state." 😡😡😡😡
Rant My SO has been rude a lot ever since I've gotten pregnant...he said he doesn't care about my pregnancy, he doesn't even take one day off from work just ONE to come to at least one ultra sound appointment. I mean he's always making sure I'm fed, he lets use the heating pad, and even apologized to saying he doesn't care. He can mess with me all day but when I want to join and play around he gives me an attitude. He just makes me feel like s*** at times. He's a great fiancé don't get me wrong, but he can really get on my nerves and makes me upset to the point I go to bed earlier than him and cry until I fall asleep. Idk if it's the hormones or something/: I try to be a great fiancé. But I always seem to fail /:
Omg ladies the guy that was in the accident with my husband call my insurance and was all mad because my husband has not talked to them yet just because he was sleeping and is sore but got mad because he wants to go to the hospital because now he's hurting after he left the accident and went straight into Bingo and was in a hurry to go to bingo. She said he was a character and told her that why he did not go to the er was because of bingo.
Who else has financial issues within their relationship?? Or am I just lucky 🙄🙄 Not sure if I'm being just mean or what. But my SO used $160 from me this morning. I gave him my bank card because he needed $60 to get material for work. His boss was going to give it back to him at the end of the day. So instead of $60 he took out $160. Which I was a little pissed. (One of the reasons I just can't let him use my card. I have to go get the money from the atm myself if I'm giving it to him) then, tonight he asked for $20 incase his boss didn't give it to him. So I gave him my card not even thinking because I had kids running around me. I asked if he could pick up a few things that were out of and told him he could use my card if he has too. And I even told him not to get the expensive brands or anything m generic is fine. So he does. But when he does he decides to go Easter shopping for the kids. (Not sure if he used to my card or not) but if he did, I'd be even more pissed. He knows I have bills to pay on top of giving my son's school money that I owe them. He goes to a private school and I haven't paid in 5 months. It's towards the end of school now so I need to pay it. He knows this month I am extremely tight because of the school, im already in debt and my credit score sucks. I have been trying not to get in more debt and actually fix my credit. I'm so frustrated. It's like we have different priorities and different ideas on this. I feel like I'm completely drowning!!
