So, does anyone know what signs of an addiction to instant release adderall (can’t spell the other word 🤣) looks like?? I’m asking because sadly, I think my moms addicted.
Like I thought I was addicted at one point just bc I was like, “so this is what it feels like to be normal” typa way but…I think that’s a normal feeling right? I don’t take more than what I’m supposed to.
Her on the other hand, she has asked me for some of mine, she even stole some of my sons and I’m like WTF!
I’m living with her so it’s kinda hard to cut ties, we have to find a place to go first. And I’m scared to even ask my dad bc I’d be humiliated, but only bc when he was younger, that’s how he made me feel when I was a 19 year old mom.
I’m asking what said behavior looks like because I’m worried about my mom. I feel like maybe she’s using it to cope with pain of having to face reality with she might have lung cancer.
Not sure if y’all remember me posting about that awhile back but, she never got rechecked (cat scan) no insurance and I begged her to just go to the er and ask for another catscan but she just won’t listen. She convinced she has all these other kinda problem which she could, but what’s the cause of those problems?
So, if I can get a job, which I can..would it be worth it to wake up at 6am, take my husband to his job (FedEx) and then take my kids to daycare, then go to my job…would it be worth it? Then pick up my kids and husband. Lol I just want to feel like I’m getting somewhere in life and sitting at home waiting on him and paycheck on fridays, I just feel like I could be doing more.
Like yeah, we’re hustling, we’re eventually gonna make it out this hole, but if I just sit around and take care of my kids all day..I just don’t feel like I’m a part of that hustle.
So, question. It’s just random and I been wondering about it probably because I’m in college for psychology.
Anyway.. You know when u try to avoid someone that you think yall could have potential with, just because us women are afraid of getting hurt again. Anyway, you get to know the guy and he’s actually an amazing person.
What the hell happens in our brains that make us feel butterflies or “falling in love” so to speak. I’m aware it’s lust, but what’s the point in it? Like how does one actually fall in love?
