I wish I could go back to this moment.. there’s so many things I would have done differently. If there’s one thing I’d never wish on anyone it’s the pain I feel as a mother who can’t wake up to her son every morning. It’s the pain of only being able to FaceTime good nights and I love yous. Not being able to cuddle in the middle of the night or take care of them when they’re sick. I see so many posts of mommies and their babies and while it brings me happiness, i can’t help but feel that pinge of jealousy. Holds your babies close and enjoy every single moment, the good and bad, because this world is cruel and people are crueler. Sometimes even the people closest to you will try to hurt you in a heart beat..
I love you my sweet baby boy and mommy can’t wait to be reunited with you ❤️