I'm about to have a breakdown. I need to finish cleaning up the house before my aunt gets home otherwise she bugs out and says I did nothing all day. This baby has been screaming to be held all day won't let me finish anything. Every time I turn around to clean he starts to cry again and screams so ear piercing that it makes you want to cry. My room looks like a tornado hit it because this is literally an everyday thing. It takes me all day just too clean the house because I'm stopping every 15 minutes to calm him down. And if I skip a day she flips out. I really can't do this anymore. Oh and today is the 7 month anniversary since my husband passed. So I'm just so aggravated in general.